During my OBEs I have come across both males and females - The Earth as a spirit was definitely female, very strong and poised like a Mother though I could only see her silhouette cast in shadow and could not get a good look at her - she did not want to reveal her form but did have a message for me:

She reminded me the most important thing was to reduce suffering however possible and to not lose sight of this for the sake of various forms of sensationalism. She hit me right in the core with that one and helped to wake me up to what is truly important in life. I am deeply grateful to her and how she cares for us even as difficult as we can be...

The Sun appeared as a young Native American / Indian teenage young man in a throne of molten shimmering starlight with a robe made of the same shimmering molten material. He was difficult to behold even with eyes closed from how brilliant He was visually and the feeling of His presence was overwhelming.

He reminded me that each and every particle of our world and every individual is beloved and cherished, no matter what, and that the light would always be here for us because we are all one another and none would forever be abandoned or lost. This helped for me to finally calm down from a long time subconscious anxiety He could sense in me and He also helped to remove a piece of black glass from my forehead area I had picked up from a negative exchange and The Sun was very upset because those types of implants were not supposed to be allowed.

The Universe as a being was very feminine feeling, like a giant womb creative Mother spinning many different plates at the same for many trillions of families throughout all the different galaxies - an expanse that was difficult to take in.

She had an attitude of barely having a moment for me while also having all the time in the world, feeling constantly wore out and constantly super energized - constantly at both an intense rushing high of brilliant light and love expressions while also in a deep dark low pit of suffering and anxiety. She told me I worry too much and this is how life is and you have to get used to it and go with the flow and through all of this we find eternal balance and peace through all of these collective experiences - we find the same conclusions again and again in as many ways as needed and it was a sort of self referential feedback system that informed all the patterns ect.

It was easier, less friction, to go through this all without expecting ideals and to do the best you can in whatever relative circumstance and find ways to not worry yourself to death or harm yourself, this was all for your own good and the good of others. She said we are all one single family and she expressed anxiety that She could live up to the high expectations of all the experiencers here inside of this local universe - like She was a blockbuster movie that would hopefully be good enough for all of the kids with high expectations and I assured her that she's definitely still got it and the whole thing is beyond belief!

The further out I would go the more fluid time would become, seeming like all of time was accessible all the time - as easy as going in or out of the right passage way using your own thoughts as intuitive controls and everything functions instantly. It made me realize no wonder you have to ease into these less dense realities because uncontrolled thoughts can wreak total havoc in these realms if you're not careful!! Balance and control of thoughts and emotions is key!

The Totality Beyond The Universe had a gender neutral kind of vibe - seeming to exist before gender altogether - like gender came from reflecting parts of The Totality in unique ways as newer expressions within fractal universe contexts as a creative expression - but Source Origin at the root core essence feels both male and female and also neither male or female is the best way I can put it to words...

Source Origin Beyond felt fleeting, like magic beyond belief, how could this all be yet somehow it all was! Like air slipping through your fingers both there and not there, everything and nothing at the same time.

Like a quantum fractal endless hologram of everything all at once, this was the most I had ever beheld, in a later experience I was told that is as far beyond as my spirit had ever gotten in any lifetime - I got a sense of The Multiverse Beyond but no direct communication with The Totality - I was met in that space by golden people and beings of colorful neon light with a chalice of water and I could feel how thirsty I was as though I hadn't drank water in billions of years - they told me I didn't have to do this anymore but I kept always deciding to continue on - they explained they were still searching for the root core of Source Origin out here just in the same way we do in our own world back on earth, just as all beings are doing and we were fundamentally no different from one another - the single unified family message came through again - the respect and feeling of family and familiarity was overwhelming - it was all coming back to me - I could tell that ever single human being will eventually find themselves in these same positions at one point or another depending on their spirit journey through existence...

Sure enough I decided to go back in like I always do apparently, to pick up where I left off and try to reduce suffering as much as possible and continue my journey along the natural evolution path. I am very grateful to live a nice normal life, getting to drop these breadcrumbs along the way to fellow seekers along the path, I didn't fully recognize the gravity of what I was doing and am so grateful that things turned out nice and calm after all this :)

I DEFINITELY learned to be careful what you wish for!! Because you just might get it!!