Evil is killing me, I am losing all I have, I am great sinner and I just live the life full of addictions, lies and everythinh whats the worst in this human life.

Jesus please save me, rescue me, help me!!! What more do I have to do with my life till you help me?? ALONE I AM WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT FULL OF BAD HABITS. I CANT CHANGE ALONE!!!!! HELP ME!!! JESUS I GIVE YOU ALL MY PROBLEMS, TROUBLES, DO SOMETHING WITH IT!!!!!!!! :(