Christ cannot save you. He can only show you the way. YOU must make the CHOICE to follow Him with your heart, mind and actions.

You understand now what it is that has caused you so much discord in your life as you have listed it out for all of us to see.

Are you the only one who does not see the problem and solution?

If you WANT TO CHANGE, you must find the power within yourself to actually make that change. It DOES EXIST WITHIN YOU and you DO HAVE THE POWER but first you must realize this TRUTH.

The Spirit of Life which is Christ, will empower you and motivate you when you surround yourself by the Word and those who live by it and in it. But still... ONLY YOU can CHOOSE to begin to live in a way that is congruent with G-d's will.

To do this you must first start by changing your thoughts. Then your feelings will shift. Then the smallest of actions will begin to be in alignment with your new perspective and soon it will create a chain of events that will provide the opportunities to make BIG CHANGES... if you CHOOSE to take advantage of those opportunities.

When your thoughts, emotions and actions are all in line with that which you wish to achieve (a better life), then you will have mastered the world around you for no thing has power over you or to change that alignment unless you give it away.

Find the strength within to survive.
G-d wants you to live and win your battle with yourself.
Only you can decide your fate.

Time to take some personal responsibility and practice TRUTHFUL self reflection.

“If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.”

"Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world."