Have always known this 3 ring circus we abide in, is a distraction from the brutal truth. Been ready for destruction and reality all my life - get on with it - we tire. Can not endure this scripted, clown show any longer - the innocent suffer for no purpose. Are extras on stage for the daily trama-drama. Reality lies far away. Is it so unbearable we could not hear it??? Under every scenario, we die. What is new? We are food .