This Littlepixie just doesn't know how to "put it" so here goes:

I've strongly resonated with a couple of lines in your posts CG and I'm trying to copy and paste( in bold so you can spot them) here. It may or may not work because I'm not very computer savvy.

1st one:
Deep down, we're just fucking scared to death. We are so wounded, and so few know the depths of those wounds.

2nd:
Do not go into the Light, folks....not if you don't want to forget everything.

and the PS to all this is: nothing feels better than primal screaming thou I worry that I could be feeding entities so have not done it in years.