We're back home. She's resting and said she was thinking of Bowie in these Golden Years.
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It's been an exhausting thirteen hours. I bought some fried chicken so I wouldn't feel pressured to cook, but still bought items to make sausage, egg, and cheese burritos which I can make enmass and freeze for future meals and my breakfast tomorrow.
That's great news, Louis! I am hoping for the best!
...Yummmmmm....fried chicken....
When Blossom gets up, play this for her....it always reminds me of how as long as we keep dancing and making joy happen, we're making the "dark man"....heh, uneasy.
We can't let them take our joy all away from us, ya know?
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Quoting: cosmicgypsy I certainly shall. She has fallen asleep watching The Curse of Oak Island so I'll let her rest for now.
That name actually fits her quite well.The cats were protesting because I won't let them out now that it is dark and it was about to be when we arrived home.
I fed them and the outdoor cat and told our indoor / outdoor cats that mama would let them out tomorrow morning when the sun is back up.
I know! I kinda have a knack for giving appropriate names....
I "know" her from a looong time ago....she is a soul sister, at the least.
Her energy brings the BIGGEST smile to my face, brother-man. She's a gem.
I see why and how you could love her so much....you're a lucky man, as well as a good one.
You're both making me cry, thank you so much for caring.
I don't think of me so highly, I have many flaws.
I try to do what is right, but know I have so much more to do.
Being human is hard.
Being human, especially in the shape we're in, is very hard, lovey....
I think it might be harder on those of us who've come back here, from a soul group form, ON PURPOSE...WHEN WE DID NOT HAVE TO...living "like this," in these *sniff* bodies. I've struggled with my body for my entire life...heh, I have a much better handle on my emotions and my psyche.
It's hard falling, lovey. We have to do things here that we'd never do otherwise, outside of this realm. Being alive "like this" is a huge compromise for our soul integrity.
We've had to do what we consider horrible things, just to survive....we've HAD to cultivate what we think are bad emotional habits to survive, and anyone unlike us?....they won't understand how hard we take those things we've done. We beat ourselves up worse than anyone else ever could....because ancient soul in THIS body, in this form.
I dunno, maybe you've done some unspeakable types of things....like murder, or thievery, or being a drug pusher....but I'm doubting it.
Part of life, of any kind of life, is learning that we need to forgive ourselves, and then we have to learn how to do that.
We already, at our cores, know how to do that. Tap into yourself, lovey....your forgiveness awaits you.
