OP

I’m going to read your book, was hooked after the intro.

I’m also currently reading “The Idea of the World” “A multi-disciplinary argument for the mental nature of reality” By Kastrup

Very much like you described above, you have to read books that alter your perception of reality with an open mind and at times slowly while repeatedly rereading certain thoughts and ideas. It’s much like the saying about eating an elephant, one bite at a time.