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Anomaly75 User ID: 77748632 United States 10/09/2019 10:00 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | There really arent enough words or maybe, more accurately, not the right words to describe what I've been experiencing for a few months, maybe as far back as a year and a half. And it feels like it is coming to a crescendo. Quoting: quickening 75860136 It's like a quiet questioning of everything that I am or have done or think or feel. A questioning of all that I have always thought was true or accurate or real. in encompasses people, relationahips, places. It's almost like peeling an onion. The peeling away reveals a new layer which must also be peeled. It's so existential that I wonder what will be left of me. And there is a sense that others are quietly going through this same surreal process. So, am I alone here? What is this? Spiritual? Metaphysical? Cosmic? Is it just the turning of an age? You are not alone. Actually I’m experiencing the same affects almost as if it’s a shift in consciousness . |
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Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 75860136 United States 10/09/2019 10:09 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | My rule of thumb is that if I can't carry it with me or I am not willing to haul it around, I don't need it. Travel light, so to speak. But, this is contrary to everyrhing I have always been. i've always been a sentimentalist, a keeper, a prepper. Now, nothing seems so important. Or maybe the corrwct word is relevant. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76647789 United States 10/09/2019 10:11 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | There really arent enough words or maybe, more accurately, not the right words to describe what I've been experiencing for a few months, maybe as far back as a year and a half. And it feels like it is coming to a crescendo. Quoting: quickening 75860136 It's like a quiet questioning of everything that I am or have done or think or feel. A questioning of all that I have always thought was true or accurate or real. in encompasses people, relationahips, places. It's almost like peeling an onion. The peeling away reveals a new layer which must also be peeled. It's so existential that I wonder what will be left of me. And there is a sense that others are quietly going through this same surreal process. So, am I alone here? What is this? Spiritual? Metaphysical? Cosmic? Is it just the turning of an age? same here. so much has been stripped away already. for me its been Dark night of the soul. dont know exactly why, it could be the move into the age of Aquarius. one thing thats been consistent is that its been a blind process, never able to see whats coming next or where i'm actually headed. |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 75860136 United States 10/09/2019 10:12 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | There really arent enough words or maybe, more accurately, not the right words to describe what I've been experiencing for a few months, maybe as far back as a year and a half. And it feels like it is coming to a crescendo. Quoting: quickening 75860136 It's like a quiet questioning of everything that I am or have done or think or feel. A questioning of all that I have always thought was true or accurate or real. in encompasses people, relationahips, places. It's almost like peeling an onion. The peeling away reveals a new layer which must also be peeled. It's so existential that I wonder what will be left of me. And there is a sense that others are quietly going through this same surreal process. So, am I alone here? What is this? Spiritual? Metaphysical? Cosmic? Is it just the turning of an age? same here. so much has been stripped away already. for me its been Dark night of the soul. dont know exactly why, it could be the move into the age of Aquarius. one thing thats been consistent is that its been a blind process, never able to see whats coming next or where i'm actually headed. |
the path User ID: 78061369 Indonesia 10/09/2019 10:14 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | There really arent enough words or maybe, more accurately, not the right words to describe what I've been experiencing for a few months, maybe as far back as a year and a half. And it feels like it is coming to a crescendo. Quoting: quickening 75860136 It's like a quiet questioning of everything that I am or have done or think or feel. A questioning of all that I have always thought was true or accurate or real. in encompasses people, relationahips, places. It's almost like peeling an onion. The peeling away reveals a new layer which must also be peeled. It's so existential that I wonder what will be left of me. And there is a sense that others are quietly going through this same surreal process. So, am I alone here? What is this? Spiritual? Metaphysical? Cosmic? Is it just the turning of an age? i said 3-4 days ago Him miss the sofia thing that he taken care with tears but it is a let go moment blue is violet, 4 7 is still 7 4 too Gold(69) Silver(47) bridge Green Need lots of rain (not hot/cold) Cancer (also 47) Cygnus (also Swan) License for Celestial Navi the cross of 69 and 47 produce the 13, 6+7 or 9+4 |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 75860136 United States 10/09/2019 10:15 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | one thing thats been consistent is that its been a blind process, never able to see whats coming next or where i'm actually headed. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 75860136 So, so true. Thank yoy for this wonderful description. One thing that strikes me though is that, although it is a blind process, I'm not exactly scared. More like bewildered and vigilant. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76647789 United States 10/09/2019 10:15 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | There really arent enough words or maybe, more accurately, not the right words to describe what I've been experiencing for a few months, maybe as far back as a year and a half. And it feels like it is coming to a crescendo. Quoting: quickening 75860136 It's like a quiet questioning of everything that I am or have done or think or feel. A questioning of all that I have always thought was true or accurate or real. in encompasses people, relationahips, places. It's almost like peeling an onion. The peeling away reveals a new layer which must also be peeled. It's so existential that I wonder what will be left of me. And there is a sense that others are quietly going through this same surreal process. So, am I alone here? What is this? Spiritual? Metaphysical? Cosmic? Is it just the turning of an age? same here. so much has been stripped away already. for me its been Dark night of the soul. dont know exactly why, it could be the move into the age of Aquarius. one thing thats been consistent is that its been a blind process, never able to see whats coming next or where i'm actually headed. back at ya. somehow i think we're on the leading edge of where ever we as a society are heading. hang tough. |
the path User ID: 78061369 Indonesia 10/09/2019 10:18 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | peel it off to face new ... ... Quoting: the path OP you also forget of weight 176 the interesting ding ding and clap clap of weighted 176 from your own link is "amnesia" "poking" my most posted word beside clap clap and ding ding is about Universe poke & Him is amnesia with tears he taken care Sofia the physical Sofia in this permutation realm now She is gone (in physical matter sense) then the burden bit taken off as one by one the heart attachment is peel off in both good and take a lot of tears from his feminine side now whenever they trying to do negative energy or directed spiritual attack to him, now they only deal with him. as the burden for him to always think and feel sad,as he know that surrounded people near him will be affected is gone ,now it is only him. And he will stand the rememberence will be there for him as mark to remember Universe wont do mistake all is inline Sofia G 176 = kind of Big Poke Amnesia Poking 47 74 Vi Vi Pi Pi 55 Cygnus Park Universe keep poke him to remember, Remember Sofia ... Tune of ... Rest In Peace Much Love to you path. The Light is with you ... always. blue is violet, 4 7 is still 7 4 too Gold(69) Silver(47) bridge Green Need lots of rain (not hot/cold) Cancer (also 47) Cygnus (also Swan) License for Celestial Navi the cross of 69 and 47 produce the 13, 6+7 or 9+4 |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76647789 United States 10/09/2019 10:20 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | one thing thats been consistent is that its been a blind process, never able to see whats coming next or where i'm actually headed. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 75860136 So, so true. Thank yoy for this wonderful description. One thing that strikes me though is that, although it is a blind process, I'm not exactly scared. More like bewildered and vigilant. i know what you mean. same here. i did a big purge of my ego, have you dealt with that at all? ego had been a big disrupter of my life. now that its under control things have gotten easier. maybe it was just me and what i needed to go thru |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 75860136 United States 10/09/2019 10:21 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | letting go ... Quoting: the path peel it off to face new ... with tears he taken care Sofia the physical Sofia in this permutation realm now She is gone (in physical matter sense) then the burden bit taken off as one by one the heart attachment is peel off in both good and take a lot of tears from his feminine side now whenever they trying to do negative energy or directed spiritual attack to him, now they only deal with him. as the burden for him to always think and feel sad,as he know that surrounded people near him will be affected is gone ,now it is only him. And he will stand the rememberence will be there for him as mark to remember Universe wont do mistake all is inline Sofia G 176 = kind of Big Poke Amnesia Poking 47 74 Vi Vi Pi Pi 55 Cygnus Park Universe keep poke him to remember, Remember Sofia ... Tune of ... Rest In Peace Much Love to you path. The Light is with you ... always. not sure what thats all about. seems silly but, okay. its your experience. |
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Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 75860136 United States 10/09/2019 10:24 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | one thing thats been consistent is that its been a blind process, never able to see whats coming next or where i'm actually headed. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 75860136 So, so true. Thank yoy for this wonderful description. One thing that strikes me though is that, although it is a blind process, I'm not exactly scared. More like bewildered and vigilant. i know what you mean. same here. i did a big purge of my ego, have you dealt with that at all? ego had been a big disrupter of my life. now that its under control things have gotten easier. maybe it was just me and what i needed to go thru i think I need it but, for some reason Im not ready I guess. I keep lettinf it go and seizing it back. Theres who I want to be versus who I am. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 77885422 United States 10/09/2019 10:30 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | To begin, you’ll drop all outward extensions of learning or gaining insight to your life. You’ll be learning first-hand, getting your own direct information and right away. Dowsing... You will gain knowledge of who you really are, the true causes in your life, the reason why certain people are in it, and finally, what do to with it all. These “revelations” come of their own time, are for you only, and speaking of them…well…you’ll simply know that it is your business and no one else’s. These awareness’s are highly personal to you alone and are for your growth and no others, unless as a means to help you understand someone in compassion and as a means to help them. Creativity, kindness, patience, silence, giving, doing, being, will all push for release and actualization in your daily life modality. Give them that expression. Let those waves flow through you. |
Anonymous Coward (OP) User ID: 75860136 United States 10/09/2019 10:51 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Common to all who are dropping the old ways and embracing the new. Quoting: The_O_ To begin, you’ll drop all outward extensions of learning or gaining insight to your life. You’ll be learning first-hand, getting your own direct information and right away. Dowsing... You will gain knowledge of who you really are, the true causes in your life, the reason why certain people are in it, and finally, what do to with it all. These “revelations” come of their own time, are for you only, and speaking of them…well…you’ll simply know that it is your business and no one else’s. These awareness’s are highly personal to you alone and are for your growth and no others, unless as a means to help you understand someone in compassion and as a means to help them. Creativity, kindness, patience, silence, giving, doing, being, will all push for release and actualization in your daily life modality. Give them that expression. Let those waves flow through you. This resonates. I do think "release" is key. Like a dam break of energy. Not sure why. It's almost as if the current state of things is claustrophobic and I need to set free or breathe or untether. Can you suggest any readings, meditations, etc? |
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the path User ID: 78061369 Indonesia 10/09/2019 11:31 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Common to all who are dropping the old ways and embracing the new. Quoting: The_O_ To begin, you’ll drop all outward extensions of learning or gaining insight to your life. You’ll be learning first-hand, getting your own direct information and right away. Dowsing... You will gain knowledge of who you really are, the true causes in your life, the reason why certain people are in it, and finally, what do to with it all. These “revelations” come of their own time, are for you only, and speaking of them…well…you’ll simply know that it is your business and no one else’s. These awareness’s are highly personal to you alone and are for your growth and no others, unless as a means to help you understand someone in compassion and as a means to help them. Creativity, kindness, patience, silence, giving, doing, being, will all push for release and actualization in your daily life modality. Give them that expression. Let those waves flow through you. beautiful ... blue is violet, 4 7 is still 7 4 too Gold(69) Silver(47) bridge Green Need lots of rain (not hot/cold) Cancer (also 47) Cygnus (also Swan) License for Celestial Navi the cross of 69 and 47 produce the 13, 6+7 or 9+4 |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78067335 United States 10/09/2019 12:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Common to all who are dropping the old ways and embracing the new. Quoting: The_O_ To begin, you’ll drop all outward extensions of learning or gaining insight to your life. You’ll be learning first-hand, getting your own direct information and right away. Dowsing... You will gain knowledge of who you really are, the true causes in your life, the reason why certain people are in it, and finally, what do to with it all. These “revelations” come of their own time, are for you only, and speaking of them…well…you’ll simply know that it is your business and no one else’s. These awareness’s are highly personal to you alone and are for your growth and no others, unless as a means to help you understand someone in compassion and as a means to help them. Creativity, kindness, patience, silence, giving, doing, being, will all push for release and actualization in your daily life modality. Give them that expression. Let those waves flow through you. This resonates. I do think "release" is key. Like a dam break of energy. Not sure why. It's almost as if the current state of things is claustrophobic and I need to set free or breathe or untether. Can you suggest any readings, meditations, etc? Here it's all About to put aside all thoughts of the past and the future and stay in the present. Mindfulness Meditation is what I try to practice in all my daily routine. Always keep My mind In the NOW the inner workings. “Mindfulness is awareness that arises through paying attention, on purpose, in the present moment, non-judgementally” |
TheFierceOne User ID: 78067384 United Kingdom 10/09/2019 12:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Common to all who are dropping the old ways and embracing the new. Quoting: The_O_ To begin, you’ll drop all outward extensions of learning or gaining insight to your life. You’ll be learning first-hand, getting your own direct information and right away. Dowsing... You will gain knowledge of who you really are, the true causes in your life, the reason why certain people are in it, and finally, what do to with it all. These “revelations” come of their own time, are for you only, and speaking of them…well…you’ll simply know that it is your business and no one else’s. These awareness’s are highly personal to you alone and are for your growth and no others, unless as a means to help you understand someone in compassion and as a means to help them. Creativity, kindness, patience, silence, giving, doing, being, will all push for release and actualization in your daily life modality. Give them that expression. Let those waves flow through you. This resonates. I do think "release" is key. Like a dam break of energy. Not sure why. It's almost as if the current state of things is claustrophobic and I need to set free or breathe or untether. Can you suggest any readings, meditations, etc? Here it's all About to put aside all thoughts of the past and the future and stay in the present. Mindfulness Meditation is what I try to practice in all my daily routine. Always keep My mind In the NOW the inner workings. “Mindfulness is awareness that arises through paying attention, on purpose, in the present moment, non-judgementally” I agree with everything you say especially about the mindfulness meditaton It helps so much when you are experiencing what the OP has described as it helps to keep one balanced Last Edited by TheFierceOne on 10/09/2019 12:42 PM Jesus Christ is The King of kings, The Lord of lords |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78008605 10/09/2019 12:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Common to all who are dropping the old ways and embracing the new. Quoting: The_O_ To begin, you’ll drop all outward extensions of learning or gaining insight to your life. You’ll be learning first-hand, getting your own direct information and right away. Dowsing... You will gain knowledge of who you really are, the true causes in your life, the reason why certain people are in it, and finally, what do to with it all. These “revelations” come of their own time, are for you only, and speaking of them…well…you’ll simply know that it is your business and no one else’s. These awareness’s are highly personal to you alone and are for your growth and no others, unless as a means to help you understand someone in compassion and as a means to help them. Creativity, kindness, patience, silence, giving, doing, being, will all push for release and actualization in your daily life modality. Give them that expression. Let those waves flow through you. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
OldChap User ID: 76731271 Canada 10/09/2019 02:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | There really arent enough words or maybe, more accurately, not the right words to describe what I've been experiencing for a few months, maybe as far back as a year and a half. And it feels like it is coming to a crescendo. Quoting: quickening 75860136 It's like a quiet questioning of everything that I am or have done or think or feel. A questioning of all that I have always thought was true or accurate or real. in encompasses people, relationahips, places. It's almost like peeling an onion. The peeling away reveals a new layer which must also be peeled. It's so existential that I wonder what will be left of me. And there is a sense that others are quietly going through this same surreal process. So, am I alone here? What is this? Spiritual? Metaphysical? Cosmic? Is it just the turning of an age? Quickening, I am very happy for you. This planet has been undergoing a long test of dark and light energies, and our souls have been coming in as willing participants in human form. Given maximum duality, maximum free choice, and memory wipe of our true self, will humanity favor lower consciousness of greed and selfishness or favor higher consciousness of peace and harmony. Sadly, looking back at our recent history the answer is abundantly clear. We are at a very rare moment in time where there is a very big potential for this planet to ascend to a higher consciousness. It is wonderful to read here that more people are starting to awake and the veil over their eyes is becoming more transparent. We are not out of the woods yet, as the dark energy will employ all their trickery to the max to retain their power that they have had for ages. We should be mindful of our thoughts and actions so as not to fall into the traps setup by the dark energy to lower our vibration and consciousness for their benefit. A very benevolent entity taught that we should walk away from anyone or anything that puts fear in us, belittles us, or makes us very confused. |
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~Newton's Own~ User ID: 77801149 United States 10/09/2019 03:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | In short, its God. He is pouring out His Spirit on us and it forces one to turn inward, to know self, where all the answers are. The world would have you focus on the without instead of the within, they don't want you going there. God laughs and says watch this. Quickening, that's a good term. A coward dies a thousand times, but the valiant need taste of death but once. Fear cuts deeper than swords. #Notmypresident. |
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