So there is no fear at all...even an excitement to it...going to see friends...

As opposed to being abducted...which millions of people are every year and sadly have no clue about it. They get their memories wiped. It's a combination of the nightmare of it plus their mind control. You don't want to remember, and they would prefer if you didn't. However, we are just specimens to them.

My friends want to help us. They want us to help ourselves. They part of the ones who are watch us. There is a whole federation of races. They want only what is good for us and the planet. They can not interfere with our free will.