4 months ago I ended 5 years old relationship with my girlfriend. I didnt see that she was toxic, manipulative woman. I thought that it's normal that we are fighting every day, that I had to end friendships with females, that I can't drink beer during the workdays in the evening.. That I need to do everything she wants me to do or she will start crying.

Long story short I really loved this girl and I still love her but even with the knowledge that she was toxic and manipulative I still give us some chances in the future.

What can I do? What should I do? She writes to me with daily things every 3-4 days, sometimes she calls me on the phone.


This is fucked up.