who is doing this to me and why? i need information !

why i am in hell since my birth?
why since my birth fate and luck surround me only with enemies ?
why i am always since my birth is fated to be surrounded by Loud, annoying, positive, feminist, liberal, religious air dominant people?
this karma shit do not make any sense nor justify anything
if someone else who have another different body and different mind than mine and lived in a another time, but share the same spirit with me has done something this fuckin karma-law considers "bad" or "evil" why the hell i am the one punished for it ?

what or who is this crazy evil god of Islam ?
what the hell he wants from me ?
and why this motherfucker insist on considering himself as just, merciful and the only god?
how come he have a mind that is lower than the average human mind and he lie to himself and deceive himself like that and in the same time he is a god?
from where he got all this powers he have ?
why he keep believing in that i will believe his bullshit?
why he doesn't understand what i will do to him?
is he the same as the Jewish and the christian god/s ?
why i am forced to live in an Islamic country and hear his torturing Quran for 24 hour a day and 365 day a year and thus forcefully controlled by this Allah ?

and who is this motherfucking god/s who really created me and why he/they created me?
why the gods now are either don't her my prayer or her me and don't care about helping me ?
why their are no justice? and why now every one but me see justice in a revers way?

since 2012 their is something like crazy god or daemon or wizard or archon or magic-law or matrix program or advanced AI or hive- mind that keep reading my mind and then change the world around me to remake it against my will, to torturer me, to deprive me from Pleasure even more and to destroy me
and to make people humiliate me and attack/criminalize my sexual manhood and call me Nope, cuckold, gay and sexual harasser if i considered females sexy or looked at them sexually
until he made even my family hate me, killed my father horribly, imprisoned my brother, made my sister ran away with my legal papers and shamed me and left me living only with 20 dollar a month while everyone who see me treat me like a dangerous mentally ill immoral gay idiot who lack manhood !
and after all this mental, psychological and emotional presser he/it/she plays/manipulate with my mind, my desires and my feelings to Tempt and compel me to became corrupted
so when i watch straight but corrupted porn movies because of this constant manipulation and constant presser and to use it as temporary little mental-corruption to feel a little joy and to forget a while about my hellish life, i find that my subconscious mind is forcefully filled with other extreme types of corruption that i never desire or do or even watch it in porn
then the magic mutate me in the eyes of people and make me look like a goblin or vampire
and then my enemies use this forced mental-corruption and the mutation that follows as excuse to call/consider me gay and dangerous mentally ill as they originally desire
it's a stupid scheme to force me to became corrupted at least mentally or superficially so the god/daemon/archon/magic-law/matrix program/advanced AI/hive- mind/wizard and the people who worship him/it/her or controlled by him/it/her can deceive themselves and call/consider me gay and dangerous mentally ill as they originally desire while giving me like 1% free-will so they can make me "look like" as if i am the one doing this to my self and "choosing" this shit!!
who is this superficial self-deceiving motherfucker who are doing this to me and why ?
and why every god and human agree with him and no one really oppose him/it/her seriously?


why i am now surrounded only by enemies who divide themselves - like Gemini - into two factions one of them act/play the role of my enemies that attack me while the other act/play the Role of my friends that defend me
while both :
are friends with each others not enemies
keep stalking me and read my mind
keep ignoring me
keep exaggerating the little bad/corrupted things i am forced to do
keep seeing all the bad things i am forced to do as a result of only my choices
don't admit that the bad thing they believe i do is a direct result of the things they all done and keep doing to me
don't offer or give me any real help that can get me out of hell

who is this powerful force that keep on spreading the fanatic feminism, moderate Islam and extreme capitalism since late 2012 ?
why no one want to tell the complete truth without twisting or corruption or stupid complicated symbolism ?

it looks like as if a very stupid human mystic, wizard or psychic who have a lot of mental issues and who have zodiac sign that is incompatible with my zodiac sign has acquired god-like abilities that enabled him/her to control timelines, reality, minds, luck and fate by merging his mind with the mind of a god or a powerful daemon, with an advanced AI and with a human hive-mind

but i heard that in late 2012 there are some Hindu god related to god Surya or god Vishnu have his spirit entered in all the universe and in all the gods and humans exist in it, maybe he is doing that


dose all humans and all gods who do this to me really understand what are they doing and understand what i will do to them ?
dose they know that i don't have and i will not have any tiny bit of mercy or forgiveness for them ever?
dose they think that i will ever believe in any bullshit they keep deceive and convince themselves with ?
dose they think that i will ever forget about vengeance ?
why they believe their will be no punishment for this ?
dos all humans and all the god know that whatever happens i will never wish and i will never want nothing for all of them but eternal extreme absolute torture in hell ?

Last Edited by anwer on 12/03/2019 10:58 AM