Aww, if you die then we can't insult one another anymore!
I hope you live in a State where Cannabis is legal, so you can toke and watch anime before your time is up. Seriously, binge watch anime.
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link to www.animerush.tv (secure)]
Don't watch Clannad unless you have tissues near by.
Also, you can listen to the Gospels and stuff on youtube, so your not straining yourself reading.
Here is a beautiful song, for a beautiful soul:
Surround yourself with love, laughter, light and good music!