I started Hospice at home, prayers and emotional support appreciated. UPDATE: Our Beloved Monkey Flower Has Passed - 7 April 2020 - ljs

Hi, monkeyflowers.
I said a prayer for you dear.
I also wanted to recommend for you to watch these videos, and I hope they are some help. I do not think it is too late for you, especially if you eat a more raw-food plant based diet.
Take care
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Hello again friends

I enjoyed a wonderful day today. Hospice has improved my quality of life in so many ways...it has been about 2 weeks now, living with hospice care. Hospice is a blessing for myself and my loved ones.

I now have a hospice schedule. I know which team member and when they will be at my home.

Tomorrow my eldest granddaughter will be here and we will sort, label and give away more of my stuff. This will be her third visit helping me with saying good bye to things and sharing memories with my beautiful, strong, loving, gentle woman. She has most of my jewelry now, along with a List of which granddaughter get which pieces and which life milestones she will give them to her girl cousins.

I have given my eldest grandson my father's binoculars as well as one of my father's Purple Hearts. My father's other Purple Heart lives under my pillow. These Purple Hearts will continue to help my amazing grandson and I stay brave. I also told my grandson about the night he was born, how I was the first to hold him after his mother on the night he was born. I gave him a song that one of you, my friends, posted to this thread. I think the song will give him comfort.Thank you!

I need to go read some doom stuff now. Please know I can feel the loving support from all over the world.

I might write more later tonight. Since beginning my life with hospice the quality of life has improved in so many ways. With the incredible support I find at GLP and hospice I can't imagine feeling better than I do now, in this life, in this moment.



My granddaughter is bringing breakfast! Sausage gravy and bisquits. Yummm!

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I tried to skirt around my Gnostic tendencies. I really did, but I have to go back to Cathar prayer because you 'know'. You know you will rest in might with the Father.

It is in 432Hz and I hope it soothes your soul. I won't embed it because I disdain of cluttered youtube threads. Chose to click if you like. [link to www.youtube.com (secure)]

Thank you so much Lance please check your mailbox

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I tried to find more in 432 but this is close as well
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You have to remember they all got wiped out during the Albigensian Crusades so...it is hard to piece together. You just listen and rest.

Most comforting song I know in all honesty...
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I'm glad the hospice is working out for you. It's great that you are spending time with your granddaughter. I like that you are able to give or at least make known who should have your possessions. I hope it gives you a sense of peace. Thinking of you often.

Hope you have a lovely breakfast with your Granddaughter :)

Hugs sweetie :)

Here is the link I mentioned in your green. hehe

Scout, with just about everything you can think of on his head.

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I'm glad the hospice is working out for you. It's great that you are spending time with your granddaughter. I like that you are able to give or at least make known who should have your possessions. I hope it gives you a sense of peace. Thinking of you often.

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I really am enjoying giving my stuff away para. My bed and a small area around my bed is "home" for me now. Every'thing' I need is easily within reach or 4 or 5 steps away.

This is a great way to give my loved ones new/last memories and bond with them as well. If I got hit by a bus and died I'd not have these opportunities. I am luckier than many. I can truly go in peace.



I think of you too Para. The volcano thread was some real doom info shared. That thread contains some real Aloha spirit.

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I really am enjoying giving my stuff away para. My bed and a small area around my bed is "home" for me now. Every'thing' I need is easily within reach or 4 or 5 steps away.

This is a great way to give my loved ones new/last memories and bond with them as well. If I got hit by a bus and died I'd not have these opportunities. I am luckier than many. I can truly go in peace.



I think of you too Para. The volcano thread was some real doom info shared. That thread contains some real Aloha spirit.


Praying for you and your family.

In keeping with the 432hz and having grown up with Bach via Glenn Gould whose families cottage was a few doors down from one of my family members on Lake Simcoe I have heard half thus far. But I think you will like it. At least, I pray you do.

Heads up Monkeyflower!


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Blessings upon you, Monkeyflower!






Thank you so much, Lance. That is amazing.

Hoping your day is going good.
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I'm back I have had a couple of busy day and I have not been feeling well.

It seems there is always paperwork these days. That and endless phone calls.

My granddaughter and great granddaughter will be here around 8am to sort through material things. So much to go through. 61 yrs old and a life time of stuff. I am so blessed to have a loving family.

Kitty has been staying extra close to me, and she often sits on my lap and purrs. I have been told I have weeks to a few months until I pass to a new adventure. I am so lucky to have this time. I am trying hard to use it wisely.

My hospice team are angels on earth. They do pretty well keeping me comfortable. I can get out of my bed and sit in my rocking chair. The chair I used to rock my children to sleep long ago. The chair I rock my grandchildren in now and then. I have my hospital bed table to make eating and drawing comfortable. I have my favorite blanket so kitty and I stay warm. I have just what I need. I am getting rid of what I don't need. All in all things are good.

I have made 3 playlists using the songs my friends have shared here. I listen often.

You guys are amazing supportive friends. I can't find the words to tell you what you all means to me.

That's all for tonight. I will try hard to answer some of the questions friends have asked me in this thread. That shall be my weekend project.

Could someone please put a mask on my avatar? I have enough health issues without adding the corona virus into the equation.

Mona, head to my house now please, and please bring me some waffle house loaded hash browns and one country ham biscuit as well? I would be so delighted if you appeared at my door ms. Mona



the rat could use a mask! If the rat gets sick he may not dance again....

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With that great sense of humor, and a great appetite, there is still Hope.

In keeping with the 432hz thing. This is nice to mentally dance and drift to.

Where you be, monkey? Pm me your address...

U R TRULY ENJOYING EACH DAY AS WE ALL SHOULD BE DOING!

Keeping you in my prayers!


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