STICK ME WITH THE FORK I'M DONE.too old to tired to fight anymore

Life is a total grind and it just keeps grinding you more and more everyday. Marketing tries to shove ads at you how great this product will make you or the social sites you only see a couple images which are the best of that persons life. But you don’t see all the crap they go through either.

Vampires are us and the people around you. It’s not blood, but your money and time these others will suck out of you. They don’t care about you, only what you give them.

I’m semi retired and have plenty of savings. When anyone contacts me... they want something... no one except my mom calls me to see how I’m doing or wants to hang out. Isn’t that sad? I give so much of my time to others and a couple organizations and never get a thanks. All I get is can you do more or give more? Money....

God doesn’t listen. I’ve prayed and prayed too. Nothing. Heck, Christianity tells you how great the afterlife is worshiping God... Jesus is readying a house for us.. again, they all want to die and not live for the now! That is totally strange. Btw, just how long does it take to ready a house when God just spoke the universe into existence?

If you don’t have a wife and kids... move and craft a new life away from the grind. Take the time for yourself and just unplug all day except for an hour to just get caught up. Hike in the wood and just admire the beauty out there. Go fishing and just slow down. Also, find a good burger spot and enjoy a frickn great burger.

Honestly, OP, have you not listened to the voices of this forum? They blame you for your situation. JUST LOOK AT THE COMMENTS IN THIS THREAD BY PEOPLE LIKE BRIEF. Its all your fault, guess you should have worked harder. Guess you're not as smart and worthy as these billionaires, by GLP logic.

Thread: In the last 13 years, billionaires have quadrupled their wealth... twice

HEAVEN HELP ALL YOU GREEDY People far more intelligent than millennialsS.

OP, stop focusing on worldly things.

I don't get it, I have worked my ass off all my life. I have been thankful. I have appreciated everything in my life that came my way, and I always thought there was a God. I don't know anymore. I actually appreciated the hard times because I knew it would make me grow. I'm tired of growing. I'm tired of fighting. I'm trying to relax, but I can't be at peace. I just want to coast for a while, knowing my bills will be paid and we will have food, and the grandkids can come over and we can go out to dinner and enjoy each other's company. But I can't even afford that. Because after this month, were going to have to get in the government housing or something.

I really don't know anymore.

I don't believe in religion, but I know that there's some kind of a higher source and I think that it just likes to let us think that it cares about us. I think it's just a way for us to keep plugging on and putting out energy to be devoured by it. It gives us enough just to think that it's good, just enough to think that it's there to help and support us. It gives us just enough, and then it takes it all away!

I've gone one step forward 2 steps backwards most of my life. No matter what career or profession I was in I was always just getting by, never could afford to buy a house. Never.

I've had a couple different partners in my life and always ended up supporting them somehow one way or another, and even though that changed about 12 years ago now I'm back to square one. Yep. Supporting him. Oh woe is me, what the hell. Where is my retirement? Where is my partner to help me when I needed? Nowhere. Where is God to help me when I needed? Nowhere.


.I've talked to God till Im blue in the face. I have expressed gratitude. I have expressed anxiety and consternation. I have expressed intentions to carry through on some of my most heartfelt ideas and plans only to have them crash and burn in front of my face.


Nobody has to respond to this stupid thread. In fact, I really don't care. Once I post this am going away anyway. I might come back in a day or 2 to see if anybody cared to even read it. But right now I need to go find a quiet spot, but myself. I'm so tempted to just leave this world. I really am. The only thing keeping here is the love of my family. But what is love when you're living like a pauper, you have nowhere to go, I am old to try and survive anymore?


I used to think positive, felt truly appreciative and happy.

No I don't have a chemical imbalance. No I am not depressed, at least not medically in the sense that somebody would want to put me on meds. I don't want them. I'm depressed because there is no God. I'm depressed because no matter how much effort I put into my endeavors, I am going backwards.


I just needed a place to vent. It doesn't matter whether its this forum or God, I'm going to get the same kind of response. It's all the same.

I hope things turn around for you.

This is how one feels after realizing they have been tricked. We have all been tricked with EZ credit, dog and pony shows which never end (porn, movies, sports, Reality TV), smorgasbords of tasty foods designed to kill us while our environment has simultaneously been turned hostile. The maestros who created this hellish plan are criminally insane yet due to deep pockets and the low cost to bribe a man into selling out, here we are. They have murdered or neutered all of our heroes.

Your quite obviously not very smart or very good at making decisions for yourself. Not everyone can be a hero, someone has to sit on the curb and clap as the parade goes by.

The idea of service or apprenticeship is lost on most people today. Know your place and be the best you that you can be. Find someone to follow or support and play the role that was suited for you. You’ll be much happier.

1.) Dont listen to religion (man-made way to control the
masses and interpret the mysterious and unknown (for
now)). Listen to your own intuition and experiences.

2.) This reality is a test, from beginning to end. No
guarantees of any good rewards for your good intentions
and efforts, ever. But I can guarantee bad times, atleast
once in a while.

3.) What made the test and for what reasons?

4.) Are multiple tests (lifes) happening simultaneously?

I don't get it, I have worked my ass off all my life. I have been thankful. I have appreciated everything in my life that came my way, and I always thought there was a God. I don't know anymore. I actually appreciated the hard times because I knew it would make me grow. I'm tired of growing. I'm tired of fighting. I'm trying to relax, but I can't be at peace. I just want to coast for a while, knowing my bills will be paid and we will have food, and the grandkids can come over and we can go out to dinner and enjoy each other's company. But I can't even afford that. Because after this month, were going to have to get in the government housing or something.

I really don't know anymore.

I don't believe in religion, but I know that there's some kind of a higher source and I think that it just likes to let us think that it cares about us. I think it's just a way for us to keep plugging on and putting out energy to be devoured by it. It gives us enough just to think that it's good, just enough to think that it's there to help and support us. It gives us just enough, and then it takes it all away!

I've gone one step forward 2 steps backwards most of my life. No matter what career or profession I was in I was always just getting by, never could afford to buy a house. Never.

I've had a couple different partners in my life and always ended up supporting them somehow one way or another, and even though that changed about 12 years ago now I'm back to square one. Yep. Supporting him. Oh woe is me, what the hell. Where is my retirement? Where is my partner to help me when I needed? Nowhere. Where is God to help me when I needed? Nowhere.


.I've talked to God till Im blue in the face. I have expressed gratitude. I have expressed anxiety and consternation. I have expressed intentions to carry through on some of my most heartfelt ideas and plans only to have them crash and burn in front of my face.


Nobody has to respond to this stupid thread. In fact, I really don't care. Once I post this am going away anyway. I might come back in a day or 2 to see if anybody cared to even read it. But right now I need to go find a quiet spot, but myself. I'm so tempted to just leave this world. I really am. The only thing keeping here is the love of my family. But what is love when you're living like a pauper, you have nowhere to go, I am old to try and survive anymore?


I used to think positive, felt truly appreciative and happy.

No I don't have a chemical imbalance. No I am not depressed, at least not medically in the sense that somebody would want to put me on meds. I don't want them. I'm depressed because there is no God. I'm depressed because no matter how much effort I put into my endeavors, I am going backwards.


I just needed a place to vent. It doesn't matter whether its this forum or God, I'm going to get the same kind of response. It's all the same.

I don't get it, I have worked my ass off all my life. I have been thankful. I have appreciated everything in my life that came my way, and I always thought there was a God. I don't know anymore. I actually appreciated the hard times because I knew it would make me grow. I'm tired of growing. I'm tired of fighting. I'm trying to relax, but I can't be at peace. I just want to coast for a while, knowing my bills will be paid and we will have food, and the grandkids can come over and we can go out to dinner and enjoy each other's company. But I can't even afford that. Because after this month, were going to have to get in the government housing or something.

I really don't know anymore.

I don't believe in religion, but I know that there's some kind of a higher source and I think that it just likes to let us think that it cares about us. I think it's just a way for us to keep plugging on and putting out energy to be devoured by it. It gives us enough just to think that it's good, just enough to think that it's there to help and support us. It gives us just enough, and then it takes it all away!

I've gone one step forward 2 steps backwards most of my life. No matter what career or profession I was in I was always just getting by, never could afford to buy a house. Never.

I've had a couple different partners in my life and always ended up supporting them somehow one way or another, and even though that changed about 12 years ago now I'm back to square one. Yep. Supporting him. Oh woe is me, what the hell. Where is my retirement? Where is my partner to help me when I needed? Nowhere. Where is God to help me when I needed? Nowhere.


.I've talked to God till Im blue in the face. I have expressed gratitude. I have expressed anxiety and consternation. I have expressed intentions to carry through on some of my most heartfelt ideas and plans only to have them crash and burn in front of my face.


Nobody has to respond to this stupid thread. In fact, I really don't care. Once I post this am going away anyway. I might come back in a day or 2 to see if anybody cared to even read it. But right now I need to go find a quiet spot, but myself. I'm so tempted to just leave this world. I really am. The only thing keeping here is the love of my family. But what is love when you're living like a pauper, you have nowhere to go, I am old to try and survive anymore?


I used to think positive, felt truly appreciative and happy.

No I don't have a chemical imbalance. No I am not depressed, at least not medically in the sense that somebody would want to put me on meds. I don't want them. I'm depressed because there is no God. I'm depressed because no matter how much effort I put into my endeavors, I am going backwards.


I just needed a place to vent. It doesn't matter whether its this forum or God, I'm going to get the same kind of response. It's all the same.

What you're discovering is that life is not all "love and God, etc"..We are on this prison planet AGAINST OUR WILL. There is no "loving God" in control of anything, if he was would the world be this bad in 2020 STILL after trillions of years?!? Something seems off...whoever made us in these shitty, weak, sickly frail bodies was extremely flawed and have long since gone. There are some sort of evil entities rigging the game against us, and have you noticed "God" can not stop it? The world is horrible.

...I always thought there was a God.

I don't believe in religion, but I know that there's some kind of a higher source...

Where is God to help me when I needed?

I've talked to God till Im blue in the face.

It doesn't matter whether its this forum or God...