Maybe I should quit being a private military operator?

I've been turning down jobs lately. This last one was an offer to defend loggers in the Amazon rain forest against indigenous people who kill the workman for cutting down the trees. But I'm not sure I blame them and it would feel like killing children really because they're so bad at combat.

A lot of jobs lately are in the same gray area of Right/Wrong.

I can't tell if I'm going soft or the world really is just this place where no amount of killing will ever be enough.

But I'm not going to lie, as far jobs go I have one of the best in the world. I don't know if I can be a civilian.