I noticed the past few years how i was keep getting punished immediately after doing something good.

For example, a small insect would enter my home, instead of killing it and then throw it out, i would sweep it outside without harming it.

Then i would get punished soon after with giant spiders entering my home and hiding outside my door to enter as soon i open the door.

I was like
"What the hell, where's karma, where's my reward?
This is punishment!"