i am getting angrier and sicker of all this

there two type of motherfuckers
motherfuckers who play the rule of my enemies
and motherfuckers who play the rule of my people, friends, allies or the ones who defend me


both motherfuckers deny the fact that i lived in hell unjustly since my birth
both motherfuckers deny the fact that living in hell must negative effect on me
both motherfuckers exaggerate about the straight porn that i watch and equate it with non-straight porn and believe that i am corrupted and that i want/choose to be corrupted, not forced to be little, temporarily and only mentally corrupted by living in hell and by the magic and the psychological attacks of my enemies
both believe that every thought that comes to my mind comes with my choosing and equal to what i do
both motherfuckers say they hate the things i love like straight porn, materialism, women, money, love and sex
both blame me or do not blame my enemies for all bad things that humans do to me
both think positive, live in their heads and see reality as they want to see not as it actually is
both believe that living in hell give me all the right to be angry like hell
both ignore what i say or understand it as they like not as it is

the main goal of all this is to make it appear that i am the one that is bad not the human world/matrix/system

but some of the motherfuckers who play the rule of my friends are even worse than the motherfuckers who play the rule of my enemies
because they ignore the fact that i am 43 year old virgin and that i live in extreme poverty and that this is very very bad thing not normal and not good

living all these decades in hell can only proof that:
i don't have people
i don't have god
i don't have allies
i don't have frinds
and that everyone in this planet choose with his free will to make me his enemy, not me that chooses that

everyone in this planet are religious/Allah worshiper or liberal(capitalist/feminist) or both
everyone in this planet have away of thinking and way of live that radical different than me and that is mostly against me
everyone in this planet are not against my enemies that rule them and not against their system or their world order
no one told me the identity of my enemies so i can focus my attack on them and no one looks like it is against my enemies except me

this means the killing the entire human population in the planet earth is my just right and my only hope to get out of hell

also i now have zero patience, i simply can not live in this hell any longer
so if i have the upper hand, i will kill and torture anyone i get my hand on and i will wreak havoc and when that happens do not blame anyone but yourselves
i am not a nice or good guy with my enemies who throw me in hell and falsely accused me

i don't play games and i dont give a fuck about what you call "wining" or "losing"
this games is only in your heads

if you believe that i do not need money or that money is not a good thing that i cant live without it then you are the worst of my mortal enemies and i will put you in hell if i can
and if you are not someone who made me rich, then don't give a fuck about what you say or what you want and don't dare to request anything from me or to think that i give a fuck about you

i never saw someone that i know it is really my frind and not an enemy
only people who play the rule of my friends so it appear that i am the one that is bad not the human world/matrix/system
all humans has chosen to be my enemies
this means i am not the one to be blamed
i am just someone who want to torturer and kill his enemies like everyone else


1-all of them put me in hell most of the time for decades
2-then all of them deny the fact that they are putting me in hell
3-naturally, living in hell for decades made me angry with everyone and forced me to watch porn and to be temporary, little and only mentally corrupted
4-then they exaggerated about this straight porn i watch and used this as excuse to forcefully fill my subconscious with corruptions and to make me look mutated with their magic
5-then all of them used this as excuse to isolate and demonize me
6-then they upgraded their matrix to make it look good
7-then they uses all this to make it look like as if i am the one who is bad(evil/corrupted) not their human world/matrix/system
8-nearly every human-being believed them and even the gods

i now has no choice but to throw everyone in hell