Like this is totally new to me. I've always dreamed. The occasional nightmare or particularly vivid dream.

But this here lately... Is weird af.

Like in particular what's different about them now is for one my ability to think in them. Like seperate from what I say. Also read things that are coherent. And the worst part sometimes is the amount of time that passes in some of them. Days sometimes. And they almost always end with me realizing I'm dreaming and deciding I want to wake up... Then waking up. But last night... For the first time it wasn't easy. It took a few tries. Idk guys. I really want to just stop dreaming. They aren't even necessarily bad but they areso damn real and go on for so long. I wake up exhausted..

It's just... Like it's super weird. I'd love to know I'm not the only one.