Poor Kid :-(

RIP little Fella,no one can hurt you now.

My first ever experience of death was finding my first son dead in his Cot at 11 weeks, 3 days old.

I was only a Child myself,just starting out in life.

fundamentally changed me forever.

When you are young ,you dont really think about death.You are aware you are mortal,we all are.You just dont think it will affect you at this stage of your life.

I had to be philosophical about it to keep me from going insane.He was born without sin,and left this World without sin.The very definition of an Angel.As all Children are.

And speaking from experience time is not a great healer.

Your Brain simply learns to cope emotionally,as this lady is doing.

You prepare yourself to bury your Mum,Dad,sure it is horrible.But it is part of life you know an accept you will have to deal with one day.

Burying a Child nothing can prepare you for that.

Every Birthday,Christmas etc,you shed a tear and wonder what they will have looked like now.