Quoting: Psychonaut SN7
If you KNOW what I'm talking about than you KNOW...
Also curious about how many years it took you. It took me 26 damn years to realize/wake up lmfao! I've lost control a few times so far. But I currently have my hands on the wheel again...
you are talking in absolutes.
anyone that has actually OVERCOME the programming is immortal and could fly at will. yah. let that sink in.
there is a vast chasm between recognizing the programming and overcoming it.
not to discourage tho.
the evidence that you are overcoming is that you feel more light, more healthy and you smile more. When you get the point of feeling weightless as you walk EVERY DAY, ALL DAY. ...you will be smiling all day everyday and nothing will be able to provoke you, anger you, or frustrate you.
it's all by degrees.
three books for anyone serious about the path:
The One - Lillian DeWaters
God I Am - Peter (can't remember the last name)
A Course in Miracles. - Foundation for inner Peace