I'm sorry you feel awful.

If you are alive - you can make amends. Maybe not directly - but with your life?

I heard that was what Mother Theresa did -

Annakin skywalker?

The story is everywhere.

If you can feel remorse and empathy - you are on the right path, eh?

Changing your choices for the future seem to be what's it all about.

Learning from the past so as not to repeat it.

I would say some of the most valuable lessons were the most painful.

Peace