Me too. I keep wanting to jump on the “it’s fake” bandwagon but I can’t. Two of my daughters developed narcolepsy after the H1N1 vaccine (didn’t know what I do now) and I have narcolepsy. It’s an auto-Immune disease and it’s brutal. I’ve seen too many things with this COVID that make it look more like an autoimmune Disease than a “cold”. With narcolepsy, you have the gene for it but it needs a “trigger“ and the vaccine provided it. For me, it was fall off my horse and a bad concussion and it took 2 years to figure out what was wrong with me! With medication I have a semblance of a normal life but I won’t ever be “normal”. The last thing I want is to add to that crap I have to deal with every day already.
My intuition has been saying this entire time that it’s not the first time you need to worry about, it’s the second. I have a feeling we will be seeing a lot of death this winter and a lot of people who are changed permanently. We have been laying low and avoiding people this entire time. Not catching this if it can be avoided. I also know the masks are BS so you’ve had everyone running around getting g exposed and maybe not even having symptoms but just like herpes, it is lying in wait for the “trigger”. I hope I’m wrong, but I don’t think so.