Life isnt fair.

Its like you listen to the rules and play the game fairly and you get no where. What do I mean by this? Ive followed what my sisters told me, what their friends told me, what my aunts and cousins told me, and I get absolutely no where. If I had a nickel for everytime I heard, youre very sweet but I see you as a friend, I would be richer than elon musk.

I dont get it.

They call me to talk to me about their stress, hopes, and dreams at 2-3am in the morning and Im always there to pick up the phone to listen, but its like they overlook how great of a boyfriend I can be. Ive been told, I wish I couldnt connect with my boyfriend the way I connect with you.

Personality doesnt mean shit. Its really all about looks. Ive helped a woman pay her $175 traffic ticket thinking it would get me in good with her, but she only hangs out with me when shes hungry. Of course I pay cause Im a gentleman and also a dumb fuck. I know its sad.

It just occured to me just now. If a woman has the hots for you for whatever reason. You could pretty much get away with anything as long as youre not a serial rapist, or murderer, they dont give a fuck about what job you have, how you act, they like you for some reason and because that it causes them to have a chemical reaction that distorts their brain.

I was never able to induce that chemical reaction on any woman.

They all use me as an emotional dumpster.

Iam in the Bro-friend gang for life.