Being an alcoholic sucks

Don’t worry, the pancreatitis and liver failure will stop you for you. It never fails.

Not really. My mother finally died at 85 after drinking heavily for decades.

I don’t know what a liver is

Yeah. I used to drink, feel lucky I was able to get free of it.
I know a lot of people cant and didnt, its a sad thing for sure.

get the amino acid NAC and some CBD oil.
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So you are a giant pussy with no self-control. Woe is me...

Lots of us on here struggle with this OP.

It's a bitch for sure.

Go to PABotanicals.com, order Ultra Maeng Da Kratom, mix a couple teaspoons with water and a little juice in a 12 0z water bottle.

You won't want to drink anymore, it has a unique effect.

I don’t know what the answer is, I’ve seen many friends die from alcohol abuse. Half my family are alcoholics. It isn’t even fun for them, just about staying alive, like you said. Only it kills you to stay alive. The only people I’ve ever seen make it out are the ones who go through chemically assisted withdraw with things like Ativan, in a hospital setting. Otherwise the body won’t allow it. It’s basically like being possessed by a demon or “spirit.” Just be warned, when the organs start to fail it gets very ugly and painful.

I drank regularly for a about 3-4 years. Not a crazy amount but it definitely was a crutch. Changing your environment can help you stop.

I will drink to that !!!.

Interesting.

Why this website and why this particular type?

Fuck I’m grateful that I am an alcoholic only because of the recovery I have gone through, how many amazing things I learned about, like being a decent human being. 12 step program is a good place to hang out at for a couple years , might be surprised lol

Drank chronically for 30 years and now be sober 15 years. If I can do it anyone can

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Jesus can heal you in an instant... No rehab! You must be sincerely seeking Him with all your heart. This is 100% TRUTH that the lying demons in this world want to cover & hide.

Just start fasting 2-3 times a week and get active in nature

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It is demonic... No doubt! Drunkards don’t enter Heaven unless you seek Jesus, repent & turn away from this sin. He will help you if you ask Him.

I am a regular user of kratom for 5 years. I using as an aid to running, works awesome, add some Sativa and it’s 10 miles pain free. However,I think someone should completely pull their head out of their ass and be completely sober for at least a year from anything that can change your mood. Nicotine,caffeine too

I actually ran out of NAC and need to order some more, thanks.



Thanks I never tried Kratom, actually. I tried to go through with the purchase but I couldn’t confirm my ID cause the phone I have linked to my all my accounts was lost in a drunken stupor

How much do you drink?

Yea you right

Good luck to you OP. I've heard that an ayahuasca journey ends alcoholism in 1 trip.

Inpatient rehab followed by outpatient, mental health therapy services, and support groups like AA or Smart recovery. It will save your life.

Yeah you don’t want to replace one with the other. If it’s pain that causes you to want to drink or use drugs, fix your diet, get active and stay active.

Physical Pain has got to be the biggest reason people get hooked and stay hooked.

There’s a reason people call it gas station heroin... don’t replace one substance with another, even if the negatives outweigh the positives.

being a judgemental sucky fucker about peoples addictions means you care!

Smoke weed op. You my need a few xanex in the beginning if you get the shakes. For real though, weed.

I know when you are in the middle of it, it is hard to see there is so much more to enjoy in life out there, and it is bad because withdrawals are a nightmare. The thing is that the first sip is when the change and uncontrollable feeling takes over- I know it seems like everything is miserable without alcohol, but that is not true- its alcoholism telling you that. One thing for certain is that no matter how bad right now, it will only get worse if you dont stop. I have heard great things about vivitrol taking cravings away- and it is just a once a month med. Please, please put the guilt and shame out of your head, it is no different than if you felt guilty for having blue eyes- it is pointless. Tomorrow is a new day, get up and try again- and if you try to stop be good to yourself- eat anything you want, sleep late, soak in a tub, any kind of comfort. I will say a prayer for you. I believe as long as a person breathes, there is hope they can stop.

Any kind of addiction sucks....

...and you are a giant , slimey, stinky turd.