Being an alcoholic sucks

Your karma will kill you before that happens

it's genetic. Most people addictions are basically some sort of auto medication of unbalances.

Usually alcoholic have some gaba receptor problems...they need to chill or they have obsessive thinking.
Gaba gives a shit about anything...the opposite of dopamine.

I need a drinky poo now....

Go to AA, do the 12 steps 100% honestly. It works.

What made you quit? Was it health related?

Make an appointment with a Doctor who specializes in addiction. I have no idea what level you have progressed to. It is best to have an assessment done.
In the mean time try a good B complex Alcohol depletes necessary B2. Kratom works for many also. Keep trying ! You will get there. What works for some does not work for another.
This much I am sure of an alcoholic that eats and stays well nourished lives far longer than one who does not maintain a healthy diet. If you are unable to cut down your drinking by yourself please do seek a Doctor.

^ This. AA is still around and still works. And - here’s a secret - people laugh and have fun in there!

Maybe not at first, but stick around. Don’t leave before the miracle happens.

Passionflower can help with alcohol withdrawal symptons. Maybe you should go to AA, they probably can help you. Good luck for you.

That's a good vendor? There re so many selling crap you can;t find good shit anymore. I have lost family members to alcohol. bad shit. Try the kratom friend

I don't drink and will be glad if I make it to that age, your mother was lucky

Accept personal responsibility

made your bed

She wouldn't lived to 105, had she not been a lush.

Typo correction ^^^

You need to Man the fuck up.

Take back control of your life.

If you want to change bad enough, you will change.

First step is admitting you have a problem.

You are at that point.

Baby steps.

It's never too late. 2+ years!

this

i quit drinking in jan 18

was puking blood....couldnt get a hard on anymore..,couldnt make it to noon without a drink or it would feel like i was coming down with the flu

one year to the day after i quit drinking i started lifting

now in the best shape of my life

gym four days a week

healthy organic food

actually have a bank account now

it CAN be done but it won't be all at once

make positive expected value moves from now on in your life only

imagine being a virtuoso musician worth 100m . and dying of throat cancer and a stroke at 65.

Thats what you get when you run with the devil , eh

Russian roulette

It really sucks, I'm a complete alcoholic as well. Not enough booze to satisfy my spirt. It's true though AA is a road map to recovery. I've been attending now for nearly 2 months. It's really easy with online AA groups. I never talk but listen to everyone else and it's just the dose of reality you need to get you through the weekend, well for me anyway. Hang in there OP it's the road less traveled and has enormous rewards in it. Your health for one, your bank account and your trust back from ones that have long given up on you. I think you have it in you to do what you have too, but only you can take that journey, and no one can take that away from you. Best wishes my friend, it's a real fight and with out you, it can be lost//

GTFOH Kratom is beeter with a beer

But seriously .. it's about will power.

I was a drunk and addict tk years .. my 1st real sobriety was tough but so worth it .. now I can take it and leave it. No biggie..

I would strongly “suggest” that you attend meetings in person as much as possible. We alcoholics need real human interaction. The disease wants to isolate us,then kill us. Sitting at home doing AA online is way to easy, better than nothing, but nit a good program for recovery.

Congrats on nearly 60 days. It’s important to get your coins in person, especially to that sorry fucker sitting there shaking with 3 days sobriety

Then you are not an alcoholic/addict. It just does not work like that.

I had a close work colleague die. She had been fired from her job and it was all down hill from there. It was a very painful death while organs shut down. Praying you can fight the relapse and get sober again.

Thanks for those words of encouragement, my wife would agree with that and it's something that is got to happen whether I like in person or not. I whole heartily agree.

Dear Diary ... day 11 4 ... grrrrrrr

.. A monkey just showed up at the door with a briefcase ...

.. he is saying something about ... snow ... hmmm .. herb ... what???


here addiction ... here kitty kitty ...


fuck !! I should have emptied the rest of the alch in the house ... it is ... calling my name ...


hahahahaha


ooooo, one of THOSE days huh ???


I was going to save it for a special occasion until I could get some more funds .... but ... it is Sunday right???

oooooooo

Now where are those fucking bankers and high fucking Priests of the Trice??

here kitty kitty ... here pussies ....

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You can get in control. You can drink so good, you can not drink so good as well. . . Ive was putting down a litr of vodka every night for maybe 5 years. That was 5 years ago now. I can thoroughly enjoy 4 tall boys and call it a night now. No Im nowhere near wasted as before...so do I feel good? Yes. Because I got back around to being able to enjoy a few beers and enjoy the super buzz, not a black out. Ive been to AA. Its not alright, but I beleive fully you bave the power to obtain what you want.