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Message Subject Do you find a man waiting for marriage for sex weird? Why or why not?
Poster Handle eyeDR3
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Let me start by saying you can tell we're fast approaching spring by how horny everybody is!

lmao

Anyway, I have been here for a long time.

Many of you here already know this about me but... *drumroll*... I'm a virgin and I'm 28 years old.

Why, you might ask.

Because I chose to be.

It goes deep (no pun intended) but let me explain things a bit...

I'm the 5th youngest of 6 children, and the only one of all of us that is still pure.

Growing up, my biological mother was a whore and my father was a womanizer. My grandfather's and grandmother's on the other hand, were Christian and raised me to understand the sanctity in marriage and the power of remaining pure by not wasting my seed.

I began to realize that they weren't wrong in my opinion. My mother and father didn't want to be with one another, rather they made selfish decisions based on desires and from that, babies were born out of lust. I wasn't a wed lock baby thank God, but still, I feel as if maybe my mother would have aborted if it were the modern era. For a long time, I also had doubts that my father was who I was told because my mother had slept around so much apparently.

It took me years to realize that I am a whole new being made of half her and half him. I look in the mirror and see both of them in myself.

This created a disdain in my soul for lustful sex. Around the boys and in most groups nobody is any the wiser. I still make jokes and I still admire a beautiful woman, BUUUUT... Here's where my decisions come into play.

I see how driven people are by sex. Something so simple and encoded in our existence is worshipped more than Jesus and God. Yes, it feels good and yes, we must do it to reproduce so our hormonal nature of course drives us to this like any other species.

But with wisdom comes self control through the will.

My oldest sister is/was a nymphomaniac as was my oldest brother. No surprises there. My sister luckily tamed down and now has a daughter and a good little family, but my brother went down a disastrous path. He has I believe 6 children with different women and doesn't father any of them, yet he is still making "booty calls" and not wearing protection. To me this is not only idiotic, but harmful to children. He also got into heavy drug use which I believe goes hand in hand with his addictive, lustful nature.

The next 2 in line had children and seem to be doing alright. It is my youngest sister and I, born the same day five years apart, that have yet to produce offspring.

This thread is getting long so I'm gonna try to finish up quickly.

I had a few opportunities. I dated a few gals and tried to explain to all of them how I felt about sex and family, and all of them tried using sex as a sort of mouse trap. I believe they were led to believe the way to keep a man is to put out, nothing more. They were dull. They couldn't talk about anything profound. Some were damaged. A few times I lay beside them, ready to do it, erect... And didn't. Something itched in my psyche.

So I kept to myself.

A couple of these girls now do online pornography, go figure.

I look around and realize the last real "ladies" were a generation or two behind my own.

Old women swoon over me.

But girls of similar age to me have no faith in anything but tinder, snapchat, O F, camming, Instagram... Everything related to vanity. They are vain and have become lovers of themselves.

Obviously that's a generalization, but it's what I see mostly.

I've thought about just going to church with no expectations and finding a girl that can actually fucking talk to me. Look me in the eye with grace and understand I too, am imperfect.

I'm lonely. I want a life partner, a wife, a mother beside me and our children.

Where is she?

You may ask me any questions you'd like for clarification. I've no shame for the decisions I have made, especially after the life I had to go through as a child and what I'm seeing modern children have to go through. In a way I feel like I'm protecting my children by never bringing them into this world...

Let's chat!

hf
 Quoting: eyeDR3


No I think it's wonderful a man could do this :)

As a female I have made an oath to my heavenly Father to stay celibate until marriage. I have been celibate 12 years.
 Quoting: Yahella777


Then you have my utmost respect!

hf
 
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