Never felt so alone, nor have I ever wanted to be so...

Our rent is increasing by 300, but we each still only pay 615. That is still more affordable than if I were on my own. But I've never felt the want or need to be so alone as I do now.

Every warning is being ignored. I do not wish to impose, but I cannot help but feel a rather altruistic need to wake people up just as Noah was told to do.

But I'm not specifically in communication with God, at least not in a language type communication form.

For me, it has been more in the relics of the teachings of the past, of the moral staples in my life and the scars of past calamity.

When Trump was elected, I believe that actually made me lose a bit of focus on myself and on God because it threw me for the loop of unrealistic optimism.

Somehow, he was going to fix it.

Now we know that just isn't the case.

He did so much good, fought tooth and nail, walked through the valley of the shadow of death, but something eventually changed even in him. When expecting martyrdom, in the end I feel like we were actually lead into something far worse...

We had expectations and thought the world could turn around, but it was false peace.

The tribulation began in 2017 with the solar eclipse over the heart of the us and will end with the second coming of the solar eclipse in 2024, a 7 year period split down the middle with hope and anguish.

I feel it is my duty to spread the word and to wake people up, but as Jesus taught, even mentioning him to others causes them to build their mental walls before me.

I was lost in hope, in optimism, but now realize that i am found in an inescapable destruction coming.

So what is there to do but to embrace it?

I chose to be single and to remain without children for some altruistic and some selfish reasons. I realized the lust and pleasure wouldn't outweigh the burden of a wife and children going through this world, with me as their protector. That makes me both a coward and a savior to having never produced that potential outcome as I can see many of my peers, brothers and sisters included, have.

So I sit in this meat suit awaiting an inevitable end, wishing it would come already like sitting through a really bad 3 hour long movie (I'm looking at you Batman vs Superman).

And that breaks my heart. Not only for me, but for the wife and children I never had, for all the opportunity I not only gave up but willingly prevented or destroyed.

And I believe that breaks God's heart even more.

There are other "God's" but none come before the one true creator.

They will certainly try, and rather soon at that.

But what to do now?

Just write? Make books? Print out my photos and everything else that is predominantly digital anymore? Is preservation even necessary if we are to understand and believe what is impending?

Meditation, grounding, getting away from it and them all... So lonely yet so ready to just be done with it...

Let me explain something to you. Everyone is in their own story. You, me, everyone in this thread. That being said, treat life like a movie. If you want action, then go join the army, or act in a movie about the army. If you want love, act like you see in a movie, etc. Life imitates film because thats all life really is. Feeling guilty for the other 8 billion people out there when they don't for you is simply not what this life is intended for. This life is made for you, just as its made for me. I honestly hate the whole "omg everyones turning a blind eye" "its sin!" its really not, this world was never meant to have this many people in it, but here we are.

By the way I do not hate you, nor do I hate anyone on this site for believing in imaginary friends. I get it people need to believe to continue living, but stop worrying about everyone. Worry about yourself.

Nope. The Tribulation is not in any way based on America.

Read the words of Jesus Christ for yourself.

Again and again.

Dive in to the New Testament

like never before

like time is short.

My dad says "you just do the best you can with what you have. You can't stop the world." He hasn't given me much advice in my life, but that has stuck with me. We cannot stop the train, we can only brace ourselves for the impact and either hope we rise from the ashes or die immediately.

I believe we are all in the same boat brother. 9/11 did great psychological damage to the USA and world. I feel like the 80's and 90's may have been a golden age almost like Americas last great eras. Now instant gratification and over abundance of information is at our finger tips.

The world has sped up so fast but is anyone really happy? This is society is phoney and divided. We are all sitting on a powder keg.

Anyways I feel alot like you.

Just have to do your best and take it day by day.

Maybe try dating... eh.. or maybe not. haha

I'm sure I responded to you?

But I can say no amount of those videos are just going to turn me around.

My mind isn't that easily swayed.

No therapist, no self help video.

That's what the younguns today call "hopium".

You get your dopamine and serotonin rush, then the fall and the recovery.

That's worse to me than just accepting the truth.

We are corrupt and in an existential reckoning.

Unlike most I can't just fake being happy until I believe it.

You just made me smile.

God bless you!

I think almost everyone is coming to agree that it all feels like something very big and like never before is beginning to sweep the globe.

I really believe we are right on the edge of the almost unthinkable, the incomprehensible, the most stupefying prospect

of the commencement of the Apocalypse

the Revelation, the Tribulation

for real

You are not alone Op.
Many see we are in the final act.
Many are getting back to the basics like their life depends on it. Many are ready to be persecuted (here in the West) unto death to preach the true Gospel of Jesus Christ.
It's exciting when you are not afraid to die.
God is for us...so what can man do to us???
You Americans had a good ride...but it was only ever for the purpose of spreading Gods word. The Republic is lost but think for those who never had what you had. For many of us christians,our civil rights and liberties have always been under threat... persecution, communism, police states has been our world...but WE ARE NOT OF THIS WORLD...that is true of American Christians too...but you were blessed for a time when your political world was deeply rooted and supported in Gods Word. It's over...you are not longer protected by your constitution. Christians in America are now domestic terrorists...your country hates you and they are coming for you. It's exciting...we are living in the very last days.

Watch the video... it's uplifting...true believers are awakening and uniting.

Hello kindred spirit.

Maybe consider Gods Omnipotence...

Our Father 'who art in Heaven'

Hallowed be thy name.

'Thy' Kingdom come, 'Thy WILL be done'.

On EARTH as it 'IS' in Heaven.


I'm just saying that humans don't have any control over Gods will or plan - no matter how much they think they do.

Its all Gods plan and will - 'on Earth - as it is in Heaven'.

and those of you who think Satan has any 'control' ---- God did not create a being that has more control than Him. Satan has no control that God does not allow.


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I think you are right O.P.

I’m really sorry for you guys who didn’t get to experience the 80’s.

I am not saying your mind will be easily swayed, but its a start, we all start somewhere. I am also not saying to see a therapist or a self help video. All I am saying is do research, that is all I ever will say as well. That is also why I said in another statement that you can read books as well, because i realize not everyone agrees with watching videos on youtube. GLP is a dopamine and serotonin rush though so if you think you are escaping that here, then you are sadly mistaken. No one is corrupt, we are not in any type of existential reckoning either, that is just what GLP and the Media tells you. You honestly just need to unplug from any type of social media GLP included, cause i have given you very helpful ideas but you are very much what you are afraid of clearly.

What era do you think got us here? You ate the fucking future for temporary pleasure.

I think you are right O.P.

I’m really sorry for you guys who didn’t get to experience the 80’s.
It was like a Golden Age”.
I don’t blame you at all for not having a family right now either.
I would not bring a child into the world today.
Being a parent right now would be really hard.

We have lost our connection to everything.
Nobody is happy in this sped up, money making, technological age.
Clown World.
It sucks. Period.

Technology has really been a curse.
I think it is the downfall of human beings every time.

What you can do is enjoy your life and try to help others around you.
Give love to the world.
Give forgiveness.
Enjoy yourself .
Get out in nature, cook a good meal, read, listen to some music.
Find a way out of the rat race and live minimal but comfortable.
Just be glad you don’t have all the stress of a family and everything on you right now.
Breathe.
Enjoy some food.
Meditate.
Read The Bible.

WE (as in you and I, and all other’s who are part of The Body of Christ)
WE don’t have to worry.
Jesus has got US.
The Kingdom of God is there.
We will make it home.

Do the best you can with what you have got~ love that advice.
Along with, Be still. God has a plan for you.
God takes care of his people.
Know IT!

So... What do we do AC?

Seriously, what do we freaking do!?

We're on a sinking ship and there are NO life vests or boats for us...

you might be taking GLP a bit too seriously dude.

have fun, find a girl, visit nature

eat drink and be merry

the world ends for everyone at some point.

someone said to watch ted talks, myself, I like Jordan Peterson.

smile. count your blessings :)

you might be taking GLP a bit too seriously dude.

have fun, find a girl, visit nature

eat drink and be merry

the world ends for everyone at some point.

someone said to watch ted talks, myself, I like Jordan Peterson.

smile. count your blessings :)