If I may.....what you do is live your life regardless of what we may think or feel is coming. I'm married with 4 kids. I'm 49 but have outlived my life expectancy thus far by 6 years and counting. Due to a past medical issue, 3 times in my life, I have been left for dead but I chose to get up and fight. So, I have had the choice to continue with great pain and discomfort or surrender to the inevitability of death prematurely without the suffering. I chose to live! So, my life, my career, my everything changed with my condition. Big deal! Had to learn to walk again. Big deal! Had to fight thru years of physical therapy. Big deal! Every single day hurts like hell! Big freakin deal! None of that matters.....

What matters is, those who love me the most. To look at them when they were so scared that I was gonna die or when they were so sad that I could not be the husband and father that they knew, nearly killed me more than the injuries. And that was my motivation to get up and fight. Now, I'm physically stronger than I have been in years. I proved 25 doctors dead wrong about their diagnosis'. And I am here for my family every day...good days and (sometimes still) bad days. My point is this....strength doesn't come from an outside source or a hero saving the day. It comes from within you! Courage is standing in the face of your fears then plowing right thru them regardless of how much time you have left or the outcome. Tomorrow is never guaranteed and regret will only cause isolation and failure!

If I had a way to look into my future and be able to change my past, I wouldn't change a damn thing in my life. Most would and that's understandable. But every screw up, every broken road, every failure has lead me to where I am right now. So, I wouldn't change a thing.

Live your life and change the world while you can. Don't look back with sadness and regret. That's all I'm getting at....good luck. I hope you find happiness