OP, heart breaking to read your current thoughts....but circumstances change as do thoughts

We are here to learn, grow, evolve...this is an opportunity

We are not here to find pleasure, happiness, or to have all our desires granted.

Go ahead and mourn the loss of the future we all wanted, then get up and work. Work for God, work for family, work for mankind.

Be careful what you watch, read and think, because it not only colors your life but the world.

Lots of great advice given to you here...and as a mother of two your age here is my 2 cents.

If you haven’t seen the movie “Life Is Beautiful” please watch it. If you have seen it, watch it again.

I believe a man needs a purpose for his life to have meaning, this purpose will involve serving others...might be a family, a cause, etc.

We are all going to die, but what we do while we are here matters.



Also I do believe most mainstream churches are corrupted, but I have found Steve Smothermon’s sermons from Legacy Church truthful and motivating. He speaks out against his Governor, and what is happening today....if GLP could create a pastor it would be like him.

None of us knows what God has planned for us, have faith and hope and stand for what you know is right.