Back when i had morgellons, and i never told anyone i had morgellons, i thought about suicide constantly.

I never thought it would go away.

When i cured it with a med combo, i didn't tell anyone because morgellons was so tabboo

I think after it was gone, i started to question if it was real or didnt even think about it

It was a bizarre trauma, one you couldnt talk about in orthodox society

I think i didnt think about it because it was so incredibly painful.

When i say cure, i think the morgellons still impacted my dna. Ive occasionally seen my own hair and it's not the right color and thickness, like a strand that doesnt fit. This is a rare strand of hair. This may have happened anyway, but may be a result of morgellons.

I probably should have told people how i cured myself of morgellons, but even after i was extremely suicidal for a while. A lot had gone wrong in my life. It wasnt entirely morgellons fault, but it did not make it easier.

I tend to think it's probably alien nanotech but its just a guess. There's definitely a strong organic "living" aspect to it based on how i "cured" it.

I don't know if baths work. The borax apple cider stuff, maybe it works for when people are just crazy and think they have morgellons but not on the real morgellons? I could be wrong.

None of the morgellons baths or topical stuff i did worked with morgellons. They only died after multiple internal medications. I got the medications for another disorder, but i think it was morgellons. The medications i got were based on what i read online but I took them in different ways.

I understand why people think morgellons is bullshit. It's so rare and it's hard to get good funding to study it. Also, people really only believe what the "authorities" tell them mostly.

I think Morgellons is probably totally real. I actually don't know if I believe other "chronic conditions" exist as much as reported. I probably would think Morgellons is bullshit if I hadn't had it.