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TODAY IS JUNE 20, 2021. Yesterday = a weird strong definite vibe - changeover?

 
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Part of it cut off my reply just now to youplease tell more? Tyia goodnight!
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If I could of started this thread, it would have been worded exactly as OP, absolutely no reason for it last night, but it happened.
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Oh my word, ^^^^ this

PLEASE TELL US MORE! ? Battery 1% thank you goidnight! Tomorrow i back! Tyia
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personally to me, fetus prompts imagery of the position, denoting an intuitive regression to a position of welcome submission to being tied to a source of life one is contained within, usually due to suffering of a trauma one is unable to transmute, discover a release of, and pave the path toward the catharsis of it

i think aranofsky directed it wonderfully in a context, showing how broad the range of emotions tied to circumstances it is that can prompt the curling:



as for ages, pisces to aquarius is, through one sort of lens, a regression from institution unto organization
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Today was Pentecost in the Orthodox Church.
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personally to me, fetus prompts imagery of the position, denoting an intuitive regression to a position of welcome submission to being tied to a source of life

usually due to suffering of a trauma one is unable to transmute,

or to discover a release of, to pave the path toward the catharsis of it

 Quoting: deafcat


personally to me, fetus prompts imagery of the position, denoting intuitive regression to a position of welcome submission

to being tied to a source of life

one is contained within,

usually due to suffering of a trauma that one is unable to transmute

Or unable to discover a release of,
to pave the path toward the catharsis of it


 Quoting: deafcat

This ^^^ so BEAUTIFUL ^^^^^^^ goosebumps WOW THANK YOU DEAR DREAMER YPUR MESSAGE WAS SENT TO YOU TO SHOW MERCY TO US ALL, OUT OF PURE, OVERPOWERING OVERSHADOWING LOVE

FOR YOU ! Praise your Makers Child of genius
For this dream and insight you have been given is our answer ! Praise I A U E
THANK YOU
YOUR WORDS HERE ARE ASTOUNDINGLY BEAUTIFUL AND PRESCIENT

FOR GIVEN TO YOU NOW, WE ARE ALL EXACTLY LIKE THAT ! TINY HELPLESS, AT THE MERCY OF SOMETHONG GREATER THAN ANYTHING WE CAN IMAGINE

FOR ALL PURE HEARTS we welcome this news you send

Womb in Hebrrw means mercy, merciful it being seen as feminibe, yet it is spoken of as the Father's characteristic, Father Womb, or Womb-Father, = Sanctuary of Mercy where fetuses are safely quietly formed, comforted under the beating heart of the mother who

(designed so exquisitely beautiful as an expression of Their love)

I A U E PLANNED for us all to lnow HIM, BY NAME, AND HIS FIRSTBORN OF ALL CREATION, TO KNOW AND TO LOVE, LIVE in communion with Them, our life source, love source

To speak the specislly calibrated miraculous frequrncies of that AWESOME AMAZING HEALING NAME to herself, in worship, communion, in private and in company conversation, praise, to her baby even her eggs, before fertilisation, when reverberating to the specific name spund of their Creator vibrate in a frequency which makes all miracles hapoen, highest health, well-being, love joy communion ... peace, safety contemplation in happiness total unworry


Your describing of womb and fetus in ypur dream mean to you is ASTOUNDING,

As for one thing not only is it beautiful, but right now, in the eorld, people all kindreds, all tongues, tribes know and feel yet do not know - they are terrified

fear what they feel is going to happen to us, to all the living things it fits our intuitive and our ongoing conscious efforts ! primal, striking, true and shockingly beautiful the fetus was you, it was your intuition knowing it is all of those who want deliverance it was me, too, we are all welcoming submission to righteous perfect merciful Beings WHO WILL NOT HURT OUR BABIES AND ANIMALS

BEINGS OF MERCY, LOVE... WHO
Protect

CREATORS

WE ARE ALL TERRIFIED WE KNOW SUBCONSCIOUSLY our utter helplessness in the face of this world's evil of men and some spirits they formed their allegiance with against life,

Your baby in utero in your dream is beautiful, vulnerable, trusting

We need to go back, to THE MAKERS of LIFE
of all goodness to shepherd us, or carry us, in their bosom, bringing us all safely through this treacherous place, keeping safely in the sanctuary of the warm pure water of the merciful womb father
[HE WILL GENTLY LEAD THOSE WITH YOUNG] -- all who are here now on earth !

MAY I A U E Bless you my friend, dear child of I A U E bless you, forever AND ALL THOSE WHO YOU LOVE AND LOVE YOU
IT IS ALMOST HERE
THANK YOU SO BEAUTIFUL
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personally to me, fetus prompts imagery of the position, denoting an intuitive regression to a position of welcome submission to being tied to a source of life

usually due to suffering of a trauma one is unable to transmute,

or to discover a release of, to pave the path toward the catharsis of it

 Quoting: deafcat


personally to me, fetus prompts imagery of the position, denoting intuitive regression to a position of welcome submission

to being tied to a source of life

one is contained within,

usually due to suffering of a trauma that one is unable to transmute

Or unable to discover a release of,
to pave the path toward the catharsis of it


 Quoting: deafcat

This ^^^ so BEAUTIFUL ^^^^^^^ goosebumps WOW THANK YOU DEAR DREAMER YPUR MESSAGE WAS SENT TO YOU TO SHOW MERCY TO US ALL, OUT OF PURE, OVERPOWERING OVERSHADOWING LOVE

FOR YOU ! Praise your Makers Child of genius
For this dream and insight you have been given is our answer ! Praise I A U E
THANK YOU
YOUR WORDS HERE ARE ASTOUNDINGLY BEAUTIFUL AND PRESCIENT

FOR GIVEN TO YOU NOW, WE ARE ALL EXACTLY LIKE THAT ! TINY HELPLESS, AT THE MERCY OF SOMETHONG GREATER THAN ANYTHING WE CAN IMAGINE

FOR ALL PURE HEARTS we welcome this news you send

Womb in Hebrrw means mercy, merciful it being seen as feminibe, yet it is spoken of as the Father's characteristic, Father Womb, or Womb-Father, = Sanctuary of Mercy where fetuses are safely quietly formed, comforted under the beating heart of the mother who

(designed so exquisitely beautiful as an expression of Their love)

I A U E PLANNED for us all to lnow HIM, BY NAME, AND HIS FIRSTBORN OF ALL CREATION, TO KNOW AND TO LOVE, LIVE in communion with Them, our life source, love source

To speak the specislly calibrated miraculous frequrncies of that AWESOME AMAZING HEALING NAME to herself, in worship, communion, in private and in company conversation, praise, to her baby even her eggs, before fertilisation, when reverberating to the specific name spund of their Creator vibrate in a frequency which makes all miracles hapoen, highest health, well-being, love joy communion ... peace, safety contemplation in happiness total unworry


Your describing of womb and fetus in ypur dream mean to you is ASTOUNDING,

As for one thing not only is it beautiful, but right now, in the eorld, people all kindreds, all tongues, tribes know and feel yet do not know - they are terrified

fear what they feel is going to happen to us, to all the living things it fits our intuitive and our ongoing conscious efforts ! primal, striking, true and shockingly beautiful the fetus was you, it was your intuition knowing it is all of those who want deliverance it was me, too, we are all welcoming submission to righteous perfect merciful Beings WHO WILL NOT HURT OUR BABIES AND ANIMALS

BEINGS OF MERCY, LOVE... WHO
Protect

CREATORS

WE ARE ALL TERRIFIED WE KNOW SUBCONSCIOUSLY our utter helplessness in the face of this world's evil of men and some spirits they formed their allegiance with against life,

Your baby in utero in your dream is beautiful, vulnerable, trusting

We need to go back, to THE MAKERS of LIFE
of all goodness to shepherd us, or carry us, in their bosom, bringing us all safely through this treacherous place, keeping safely in the sanctuary of the warm pure water of the merciful womb father
[HE WILL GENTLY LEAD THOSE WITH YOUNG] -- all who are here now on earth !

MAY I A U E Bless you my friend, dear child of I A U E bless you, forever AND ALL THOSE WHO YOU LOVE AND LOVE YOU
IT IS ALMOST HERE
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infrasound? gamma radiation?
OH! That is ominous! Uh Oh!
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Today was Pentecost in the Orthodox Church.
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OH, ... THAT Is VERY INTERESTING, isn't it? So from, is it ftom Easter/ Ishtar they countinf it, then, that was Spril 4, kets see.
Thankbyou! This is getting so fascinatin!

I personally dont take it as a good thing... there are different tracks, i have had no success putting them out there, of differing roads, different sources, goals, different persons or beings leading tge events
Different means,
Different modes...

So, this June 21, 2021 = Pentecost of the Orthodox Church today = very very interesting,

thank you very much that adds a LOT to what we have gleaned so far

June 21 the day after the summer solstice,

24 hours after 19 June evening weirdness

here described by people having similar experiences of something not felt as friendly,

A difference which was dark, creepy, oppressive, heavy, uncomfortable difgicult to navigate ir operate in, or through

an aura, a different energy covering everthing immediately a couple of us said if not a few of us said this happened immediately, ( for no foreseen reason or no knowable readon)
on the night of the 19th , yesterday was Sunday, 20th June, so that would have made it the night before, on the 19th, Saturday Night, ...
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Pentecost like many others, i counted from the days of commemoration in scripture to have actually been in the evening of May 22, through May 23 = PENTECOST SCRIPTURALLY

leaving out ISTAR completely (see in Ezekiel, how these abominations of the temple were the issue, defiling the sanctuary)

The Hebrews then worshipping the Canaanite EGYPTIAN God and Goddess and baby

Easterm ISHTARASTARTE, ISTAR, AST, AUSET ISET, EAST, ISIS

Ah, ISIS, HOW WE LOVE THE WAR, SEX ABUSE AND BLOODLETTIBG OF INNOCENTS THE MOTHER OF TGE GOD OF DESTH... and she sits over the fooks in Congress on the DOME of the Capitol Buiding where lies are rampant corruption rules mammon and wickedness rule the earth, PERSEPHONE, HERA, HECATE goddess of black magic domination along with her consort tge man of the burning seething hatred for humanity's goodness, together these two, and he is his guises, father and son, old man and young, JANUS, PAN, CHAOS DEATH, BLOOD of innocents MURDER, RAPE, SORCERIES ARE BRINGING US DOWN, SOON CUT CLEAR TO THE GROUND

Pretty much all of us come from a heritage where witches and pagans were rulers and priests now its the same and late we should realise that black magic rites are AGAINST ALL, INCLUDING THEIR STRONGEST, MOST FAITHFUL ADHERENTS & DEVOTEES

I like most of the earth's people descend from Pagans. LITHUANIANS, GERMANS, SWEDES NORWEGIANS, BRITS, DANES we are ALL OF THE HEATH, worshipping serving the GOD OF THIS WORLD
Becsuse his doctrines and magic are STRONG and they taught us for SO LONG it is in our COLLECTIVE DNA MEMORY bringing us down, ever closer day by day, to the grave

What good does the GOD OF DEATH DO US?

WE begin to realise truth
SEE THIS GOD OF the HORNS, HUR, CORON, CHRONOS, CORONA,
HIS HUMAN WIFE, THE TEMPLATE FOR THE GODDESS, WAS AN ABUSED GIRL WHO WAS DECEITFULLY USED A VICTIMISED HUMAN FOR THE CARRIER OF HIS SEED ( "ABODE OF THE GODHEAD", "HOLY SPIRIT" = FEMALE, FEMININE HISTORICALLY)
WE WORSHIP THE TRIUNE GODHEAD OF THE OLD RELIGION, NOW IS THE END OF ITS TIME OVER US, IT IS THE END OF TIME
ALMOST
WE FERL OUR CONDITION, WE ARE GOING TO SLAUGHTER
WE NEED TO RETURN TO OUR MAKERS, CREATORS OF LIFE

NOT CLEAVE TO THE SCYTHE-WEILDING REAPER OF DEATH
PER HIS PRIESTHOOD
WHICH BOLDFACED, CONTINUALLY LIE TO OUR FACES
TO MURDER, TO SERVE BLOOD AND FEAR TO THEIR MASTER
EL
SATURN
OSIRIS
BEL
PERKUNAS
BAR KIUN, KAYIN, CAIN, KHAN, KAHN
KUBLA KAHN
GIBIL GOD OF FIRE
GEBAL
KEB BAAL
CA BAAL
CAB AL

LILU, LITHU, LITU, LILIT, LILITH, AND LAT
LATIN, THE HIDDEN GOD, SATURN
ZEUS, ESUS TARANIS
ON, UNI
ACHAD
ADON
ATEN
RA
HADFON
HAMMON
CHAM
CHEM
CHEMOSH
IT IS ALL ABOUT OUR DNA
PROCREATION CHILDREN DEATH : THEIRS ARE MOST COVETED

BURNING OF CHILDREN TO THE MOLOCH
KING, MESSENGER, AUGUR, PROPHET OF THE GOD OF DEATH
THE DRAGON, SO VILE, HATEFUL, SO HORRENDOUS, ABOMINABLE
VICIOUS
RAPE OF CHILDREN AND BABIES IS VICIOUS ANTITHESIS OF THE TRUE CREATORS WHO CONDEMNED, WITH DEATH, TO THOSE PRIESTS WHO TEACH THIS TO THE PEOPLE
THE CREATORS I A U E & YAHUSHUA AND ALL THEIR LOYAL STARS, PLANETS AND HEAVENLY HOST ABHOR THIS CRIME AGAINST ALL NATURE

CANNIBALISM IS AN ABOMINATION

WE PER THE PRIESTHOOD OF THE MEDICAL ESTABLISHMENT ARE OBEDIENTLY DUBJUGATED, IN TURN, COMMITTING CRIME AGAINST OYR OWN CHILDREN FORCING OUR CHILDREN AND ANIMALS to submit to shots PARTAKE OF THE FLESH OF SONS AND DAUGHTERS,

VILE EVIL IT IS FORCIBLY PROMULGATED TO THE ENTIRE WORLD


WE FEEL and we eitness the EVIL effects on people, it caused many animsls were enslaved to be jabbed with poisons abhorrent to them and their Creators, to suffer then die eithout mercies horrible deaths, a crime permitted by all

NOW OUR FRUITS ARE ARRIVED, I THINK, FROM THE POSTS HERE AND MY OWN EXPERIENCE OF THE 19TH PHENOMENON, THAT THIS IS MAYBE A SHOWDOWN,
GATHERING OF Spirits
evil has been allowed to come down, swarmed
Maybe a portal opened June 19, in the evening early night

And in the final analysis, there is no force
we do get what we want, we will get who we serve

But we do forget, this is the APOPHIS, GOD OF DEATH who passed between ys and the sun March 5- 6
APHRODITE, TANIT, JAN, DION, DIANUS
SERPENTS, SPIRITS OF DECEIT, TRICKERY, BRUTALITY, DARKNESS
WE SEEM TO FORGET

WE are what THEY WANT
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Pentecost like many others, i counted from the days of commemoration in scripture to have actually been in the evening of May 22, through May 23 = PENTECOST SCRIPTURALLY

leaving out ISTAR completely (see in Ezekiel, how these abominations of the temple were the issue, defiling the sanctuary)

The Hebrews then worshipping the Canaanite EGYPTIAN God and Goddess and baby

Easterm ISHTARASTARTE, ISTAR, AST, AUSET ISET, EAST, ISIS

Ah, ISIS, HOW WE LOVE THE WAR, SEX ABUSE AND BLOODLETTIBG OF INNOCENTS THE MOTHER OF TGE GOD OF DESTH... and she sits over the fooks in Congress on the DOME of the Capitol Buiding where lies are rampant corruption rules mammon and wickedness rule the earth, PERSEPHONE, HERA, HECATE goddess of black magic domination along with her consort tge man of the burning seething hatred for humanity's goodness, together these two, and he is his guises, father and son, old man and young, JANUS, PAN, CHAOS DEATH, BLOOD of innocents MURDER, RAPE, SORCERIES ARE BRINGING US DOWN, SOON CUT CLEAR TO THE GROUND

Pretty much all of us come from a heritage where witches and pagans were rulers and priests now its the same and late we should realise that black magic rites are AGAINST ALL, INCLUDING THEIR STRONGEST, MOST FAITHFUL ADHERENTS & DEVOTEES

I like most of the earth's people descend from Pagans. LITHUANIANS, GERMANS, SWEDES NORWEGIANS, BRITS, DANES we are ALL OF THE HEATH, worshipping serving the GOD OF THIS WORLD
Becsuse his doctrines and magic are STRONG and they taught us for SO LONG it is in our COLLECTIVE DNA MEMORY bringing us down, ever closer day by day, to the grave

What good does the GOD OF DEATH DO US?

WE begin to realise truth
SEE THIS GOD OF the HORNS, HUR, CORON, CHRONOS, CORONA,
HIS HUMAN WIFE, THE TEMPLATE FOR THE GODDESS, WAS AN ABUSED GIRL WHO WAS DECEITFULLY USED A VICTIMISED HUMAN FOR THE CARRIER OF HIS SEED ( "ABODE OF THE GODHEAD", "HOLY SPIRIT" = FEMALE, FEMININE HISTORICALLY)
WE WORSHIP THE TRIUNE GODHEAD OF THE OLD RELIGION, NOW IS THE END OF ITS TIME OVER US, IT IS THE END OF TIME
ALMOST
WE FERL OUR CONDITION, WE ARE GOING TO SLAUGHTER
WE NEED TO RETURN TO OUR MAKERS, CREATORS OF LIFE

NOT CLEAVE TO THE SCYTHE-WEILDING REAPER OF DEATH
PER HIS PRIESTHOOD
WHICH BOLDFACED, CONTINUALLY LIE TO OUR FACES
TO MURDER, TO SERVE BLOOD AND FEAR TO THEIR MASTER
EL
SATURN
OSIRIS
BEL
PERKUNAS
BAR KIUN, KAYIN, CAIN, KHAN, KAHN
KUBLA KAHN
GIBIL GOD OF FIRE
GEBAL
KEB BAAL
CA BAAL
CAB AL

LILU, LITHU, LITU, LILIT, LILITH, AND LAT
LATIN, THE HIDDEN GOD, SATURN
ZEUS, ESUS TARANIS
ON, UNI
ACHAD
ADON
ATEN
RA
HADFON
HAMMON
CHAM
CHEM
CHEMOSH
IT IS ALL ABOUT OUR DNA
PROCREATION CHILDREN DEATH : THEIRS ARE MOST COVETED

BURNING OF CHILDREN TO THE MOLOCH
KING, MESSENGER, AUGUR, PROPHET OF THE GOD OF DEATH
THE DRAGON, SO VILE, HATEFUL, SO HORRENDOUS, ABOMINABLE
VICIOUS
RAPE OF CHILDREN AND BABIES IS VICIOUS ANTITHESIS OF THE TRUE CREATORS WHO CONDEMNED, WITH DEATH, TO THOSE PRIESTS WHO TEACH THIS TO THE PEOPLE
THE CREATORS I A U E & YAHUSHUA AND ALL THEIR LOYAL STARS, PLANETS AND HEAVENLY HOST ABHOR THIS CRIME AGAINST ALL NATURE

CANNIBALISM IS AN ABOMINATION

WE PER THE PRIESTHOOD OF THE MEDICAL ESTABLISHMENT ARE OBEDIENTLY DUBJUGATED, IN TURN, COMMITTING CRIME AGAINST OYR OWN CHILDREN FORCING OUR CHILDREN AND ANIMALS to submit to shots PARTAKE OF THE FLESH OF SONS AND DAUGHTERS,

VILE EVIL IT IS FORCIBLY PROMULGATED TO THE ENTIRE WORLD


WE FEEL and we eitness the EVIL effects on people, it caused many animsls were enslaved to be jabbed with poisons abhorrent to them and their Creators, to suffer then die eithout mercies horrible deaths, a crime permitted by all

NOW OUR FRUITS ARE ARRIVED, I THINK, FROM THE POSTS HERE AND MY OWN EXPERIENCE OF THE 19TH PHENOMENON, THAT THIS IS MAYBE A SHOWDOWN,
GATHERING OF Spirits
evil has been allowed to come down, swarmed
Maybe a portal opened June 19, in the evening early night

And in the final analysis, there is no force
we do get what we want, we will get who we serve

But we do forget, this is the APOPHIS, GOD OF DEATH who passed between ys and the sun March 5- 6
APHRODITE, TANIT, JAN, DION, DIANUS
SERPENTS, SPIRITS OF DECEIT, TRICKERY, BRUTALITY, DARKNESS
WE SEEM TO FORGET

WE are what THEY WANT
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Thank you very much, France! i will have to reply to you again it was taken off, before i posted it, i didn't yet copy it,.... sigh,

great thoughts you have, i think yes, this is it, allowed to come through

I will try to write to you another reply fully in a bit, France
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Its called summer solstice
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Thank you for the kind words, ac. Too kind I would say, as I just came here to observe and to serve.

I did read and accept the blessing, and you have my gratitude as it is always nice to know when one has served one's purpose in some way.


It's far from every day I see mention of Lithuanians, a part of which I am. The most treasured part, for certain.

No promises, but I will see if there's something that can be done about those glitches making the efforts to convey your messages as taxing as it's been.
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Thank you for the kind words, ac. Too kind I would say, as I just came here to observe and to serve.

I did read and accept the blessing, and you have my gratitude as it is always nice to know when one has served one's purpose in some way.


It's far from every day I see mention of Lithuanians, a part of which I am. The most treasured part, for certain.

No promises, but I will see if there's something that can be done about those glitches making the efforts to convey your messages as taxing as it's been.
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DEAR PEOPLE D. CAT, France so sorry, i see there are multiples same posts on here, wow, i have no idea, such a space waste, i wish i could remove and aldo fix the mistakes
I read your posts THANK YOU so much, your have no idea what hoops every time i post i am going through, i list co much all the time, this is very appreciated, thabk ypu for trying, and even if there is no eay, it is tne kind try that i appreciate D. Cat

YES, YOUR POSTS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL, AND CHANGED MY LIFE READING I KNOW OTHERS' AS WELL, WE ARE LEARNING NEW WONDERS YOU SHARED WITH US ENRICHED WITH THOSE BESUTIFUL TRUTHS YOU PUT HERE IN THIS PICTURE OF A BABY IN THE WOMB, A FETUS, ALL OF WHAT YOU POSTED

(I HAVENT HAD A CHANCE TO PLAY THE VIDEO, WILL DO AS SOON AS I CAN IT HAS BEEN A HORRIBLE TIME SINCE I LEFT HERE YESTERDAY... I THINK IT IS SPITITUAL)

IT IS TRUE, YOUR THOUGHTS SHOW YOU ARE LOVED VERY MUCH AND VERY BLESSED,
YOU ARE OUR SISTER AND KINDRED HERE WE ARE ALL GRATEFUL for you

I THANK YAHU FOR MAKING YOU, AND YOU FOR POSTING THAT, FOR US ALL
It is true, and I am so glad i know you
I jjust knew i knew you when i read your postings
I wish i were able to say how much We are kin
KINDRED

i come from nowhere yet i have three who were given to me, who came, through me, to here... i do not belong, but i think none of innocent intent really belong here on this earth

Earth cries they are not unseen or unheard, with all the tears of all the innocent ones in this tragically abused creation

FRANCE I still have had no chance as i just been at war for all day and night, here
But i will try today again... i will if at all able to stop to recoup, i didnt forget, on the contrary it is sad that the posts do not post and that is the majority, ... i hope ypu are doing all right, this is getting to tne point at which it is 22 June now, on the 23 and 24 June, it's Perigee moon and Full Moon and that nakes for pressure for earthquake, volcanoes so close together, i just wondering if as the people's symptoms here are a sign of this, coming very soon also if what France says, is incoming, that too might influence these to strike or slip or to draw up magma... is this right?

Have any of your animals been showing different behaviour like listening intently, barking, clinging, hiding, or whining, not eating, running if horses, or looking uneasy?

DEAR D. CAT. LITHUANIA you are of that tribe too!?!! LOL! i never knew of anyone with this but my Grandad and his mother... how fascinating! and you say that it is your most precious part, please tell about this if you wouldnt mind sharing some, i dont know much about mine it is sad... but they were speaking in Lithuanian all the time together, i wish i had lived there long enough with them to have picked it up and known them more, asked them good questions... and now, they are n o longer here, so, it is a huge loss if people do not live with their family when growing up
It is a very good thing to know where your people hail from, all i kmow is in a nutshell that Lithuanians were the last of the Pagans to be converted to Christianity in Europe being very devout staunch resolute and i think very... insular? These people were, i dont know the word, but i remember how it was with them... they were good, loyal, critical, pragmatic yet, strongly sligned with freedom and personal dreams were followed rather than fitting to others' expectations... independent minded ... amongst them, now, still a great lot of pagan culture. I dont include my grandad and great grandmother Anastasia in with the Christianity, it seems they were still not convinced not converted maybe still she held to some beliefs of the old country's religion or maybe was agnostic (a bit disdainfully) agnostic, i know Grandad, her son was atheist. He really took good care of his mother, always helping her, taking her places, shopping, chiropractor, doc, dentist. She had a cottage eith so many flowers and ate simple foods, cottage cheese, noidle jugel meatloaf. She was always so affectionate to me, and i was very shy, but she hugged me all the time, smiling so bigly to use a trumpism... it serms right. :) to her smile. I look very much like her. We look different, that is for sure.

Grandad used to say, at the supper table, my grandmother his wife made delicious suppers always with a type of salad, grated cartot raisin walnut celery salad, avocado lettuce onion tomato, or cucumber salad, AND BREAD selection with BUTTER PLATE, always pumpernickel and rye with butter,
Grandad always had that bread and butter with every meal, breakfast and supper, old country bread and butter,

If there were a meat or fowl with a tureen of gravy, he would ask very dignified,

"Please passe the gravy, from the Latin word Grave...'"
( pleasantly...)

and with great enjoyment would pour it over his meat, mashed potatoes, corn kernels ... his whole demeanor delighted, so pleased
comical yet somber i knew it was a light-hearted witticism but also i took it seriously at 2, 3, 4 5, this was strange to me
always sent me into deeply perplexed silent wonder, trying to reconcile
an exercise in futility ( ? :/ )

i didn't ask, old school dinner child talking was discouraged wondering was my only recourse and observing him and my lovely Grandmother. Those were very good days, i miss them both so much, ...

[ if there was boiled CABBAGE for dinner he would thoughtfully say,

"CABBAGE is what made the Lithuanians Great!" ]

(i always listened to him with somber awe and respect.)

He had a deep resonant musical voice.

He was always kind to me, an artist, he taught me how to be a better colouerer with crayons... ( ? ) shading, nuance, etc. and i was put out sad, i liked it to remain in painstaking beautiful kindergarden-style colouring book inside the lines very lightly, not NEW YORK avant garde ...

poor granddad how lityle i really knew him, and her
They were a strong team, from the old country
strangers here in this America, New York to Miami, together mother and son a primary unit.

She ripped up my mother's photos of her and her children, one summer because she had looked so forward to seeing us, but my mother did not bring us to see her. We sadly moved in africa when she was already very old, so she felt SO hurt by disregard and disrespect of my mother (who was being as she was, cold, disconnected, uncaring) that she, Anastasia, took all the family children photos she had, and tore them to pieces all of Lois and the greatgrandchildren photos saying that because of this (hatred i guess, selfishness, callousness) now LOIS WAS DEAD TO HER, disowned.. i feel terrible for her to have had her family who meant everthing totally ignore her in her last time of life.

I never saw her that summer, then, the next time she had died, we never were with her for years without seeing, then it was too late. I have to believe that somehow all the things done here will be righted, and she will be young again, and wr will be with her, and she will be given all she never had also Grandad Grandmother, my children, animals, everone on earth who suffered and is suffering.

But my mom, i hope she goes to h... no just kidding...

Please tell ne/ us anything, you wish, to about ypur Lithuania ancestors, or any ancestry? ( i just love good people, wherever they came from, ... i think i am def good part alien, so, i am not partial, only fascinated with good people, and how they are, humanity, and animals) And so anything ypu put about anything to me is so very good to read. You are right, though, Lithuania is very overlooked for some reason, i do not know why. Thank you very very much, D. Cat, again
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Thank you for the kind words, ac. Too kind I would say, as I just came here to observe and to serve.

I did read and accept the blessing, and you have my gratitude as it is always nice to know when one has served one's purpose in some way.


It's far from every day I see mention of Lithuanians, a part of which I am. The most treasured part, for certain.

No promises, but I will see if there's something that can be done about those glitches making the efforts to convey your messages as taxing as it's been.
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DEAR PEOPLE D. CAT, France so sorry, i see there are multiples same posts on here, wow, i have no idea, such a space waste, i wish i could remove and aldo fix the mistakes
I read your posts THANK YOU so much, your have no idea what hoops every time i post i am going through, i list co much all the time, this is very appreciated, thabk ypu for trying, and even if there is no eay, it is tne kind try that i appreciate D. Cat

YES, YOUR POSTS ARE SO BEAUTIFUL, AND CHANGED MY LIFE READING I KNOW OTHERS' AS WELL, WE ARE LEARNING NEW WONDERS YOU SHARED WITH US ENRICHED WITH THOSE BESUTIFUL TRUTHS YOU PUT HERE IN THIS PICTURE OF A BABY IN THE WOMB, A FETUS, ALL OF WHAT YOU POSTED

(I HAVENT HAD A CHANCE TO PLAY THE VIDEO, WILL DO AS SOON AS I CAN IT HAS BEEN A HORRIBLE TIME SINCE I LEFT HERE YESTERDAY... I THINK IT IS SPITITUAL)

IT IS TRUE, YOUR THOUGHTS SHOW YOU ARE LOVED VERY MUCH AND VERY BLESSED,
YOU ARE OUR SISTER AND KINDRED HERE WE ARE ALL GRATEFUL for you

I THANK YAHU FOR MAKING YOU, AND YOU FOR POSTING THAT, FOR US ALL
It is true, and I am so glad i know you
I jjust knew i knew you when i read your postings
I wish i were able to say how much We are kin
KINDRED

i come from nowhere yet i have three who were given to me, who came, through me, to here... i do not belong, but i think none of innocent intent really belong here on this earth

Earth cries they are not unseen or unheard, with all the tears of all the innocent ones in this tragically abused creation

FRANCE I still have had no chance as i just been at war for all day and night, here
But i will try today again... i will if at all able to stop to recoup, i didnt forget, on the contrary it is sad that the posts do not post and that is the majority, ... i hope ypu are doing all right, this is getting to tne point at which it is 22 June now, on the 23 and 24 June, it's Perigee moon and Full Moon and that nakes for pressure for earthquake, volcanoes so close together, i just wondering if as the people's symptoms here are a sign of this, coming very soon also if what France says, is incoming, that too might influence these to strike or slip or to draw up magma... is this right?

Have any of your animals been showing different behaviour like listening intently, barking, clinging, hiding, or whining, not eating, running if horses, or looking uneasy?

DEAR D. CAT. LITHUANIA you are of that tribe too!?!! LOL! i never knew of anyone with this but my Grandad and his mother... how fascinating! and you say that it is your most precious part, please tell about this if you wouldnt mind sharing some, i dont know much about mine it is sad... but they were speaking in Lithuanian all the time together, i wish i had lived there long enough with them to have picked it up and known them more, asked them good questions... and now, they are n o longer here, so, it is a huge loss if people do not live with their family when growing up
It is a very good thing to know where your people hail from, all i kmow is in a nutshell that Lithuanians were the last of the Pagans to be converted to Christianity in Europe being very devout staunch resolute and i think very... insular? These people were, i dont know the word, but i remember how it was with them... they were good, loyal, critical, pragmatic yet, strongly sligned with freedom and personal dreams were followed rather than fitting to others' expectations... independent minded ... amongst them, now, still a great lot of pagan culture. I dont include my grandad and great grandmother Anastasia in with the Christianity, it seems they were still not convinced not converted maybe still she held to some beliefs of the old country's religion or maybe was agnostic (a bit disdainfully) agnostic, i know Grandad, her son was atheist. He really took good care of his mother, always helping her, taking her places, shopping, chiropractor, doc, dentist. She had a cottage eith so many flowers and ate simple foods, cottage cheese, noidle jugel meatloaf. She was always so affectionate to me, and i was very shy, but she hugged me all the time, smiling so bigly to use a trumpism... it serms right. :) to her smile. I look very much like her. We look different, that is for sure.

Grandad used to say, at the supper table, my grandmother his wife made delicious suppers always with a type of salad, grated cartot raisin walnut celery salad, avocado lettuce onion tomato, or cucumber salad, AND BREAD selection with BUTTER PLATE, always pumpernickel and rye with butter,
Grandad always had that bread and butter with every meal, breakfast and supper, old country bread and butter,

If there were a meat or fowl with a tureen of gravy, he would ask very dignified,

"Please passe the gravy, from the Latin word Grave...'"
( pleasantly...)

and with great enjoyment would pour it over his meat, mashed potatoes, corn kernels ... his whole demeanor delighted, so pleased
comical yet somber i knew it was a light-hearted witticism but also i took it seriously at 2, 3, 4 5, this was strange to me
always sent me into deeply perplexed silent wonder, trying to reconcile
an exercise in futility ( ? :/ )

i didn't ask, old school dinner child talking was discouraged wondering was my only recourse and observing him and my lovely Grandmother. Those were very good days, i miss them both so much, ...

[ if there was boiled CABBAGE for dinner he would thoughtfully say,

"CABBAGE is what made the Lithuanians Great!" ]

(i always listened to him with somber awe and respect.)

He had a deep resonant musical voice.

He was always kind to me, an artist, he taught me how to be a better colouerer with crayons... ( ? ) shading, nuance, etc. and i was put out sad, i liked it to remain in painstaking beautiful kindergarden-style colouring book inside the lines very lightly, not NEW YORK avant garde ...

poor granddad how lityle i really knew him, and her
They were a strong team, from the old country
strangers here in this America, New York to Miami, together mother and son a primary unit.

She ripped up my mother's photos of her and her children, one summer because she had looked so forward to seeing us, but my mother did not bring us to see her. We sadly moved in africa when she was already very old, so she felt SO hurt by disregard and disrespect of my mother (who was being as she was, cold, disconnected, uncaring) that she, Anastasia, took all the family children photos she had, and tore them to pieces all of Lois and the greatgrandchildren photos saying that because of this (hatred i guess, selfishness, callousness) now LOIS WAS DEAD TO HER, disowned.. i feel terrible for her to have had her family who meant everthing totally ignore her in her last time of life.

I never saw her that summer, then, the next time she had died, we never were with her for years without seeing, then it was too late. I have to believe that somehow all the things done here will be righted, and she will be young again, and wr will be with her, and she will be given all she never had also Grandad Grandmother, my children, animals, everone on earth who suffered and is suffering.

But my mom, i hope she goes to h... no just kidding...

Please tell ne/ us anything, you wish, to about ypur Lithuania ancestors, or any ancestry? ( i just love good people, wherever they came from, ... i think i am def good part alien, so, i am not partial, only fascinated with good people, and how they are, humanity, and animals) And so anything ypu put about anything to me is so very good to read. You are right, though, Lithuania is very overlooked for some reason, i do not know why. Thank you very very much, D. Cat, again
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What a very beautiful soul you are. Your words are like a mist of the most beautiful colors. As I read them I felt as if I was a part of the fabric of the essence of your creation. Thank you for sharing.
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Thank you Linda, you are so sweet and kind, thank you very much. I am so surprised, i guess the feelings of chikdren are so pure and universal, you are one who is a very beautiful soul, to think and to say this. Does it remind you of some things you remember about your childhood? I would love to hear about them

Your grandparents, maybe? My Grandparents and my aunt were my life... very strange, this safe although lonely life ended physically when i was 6 years old, my mother married a man,

We left Grandad and
Grandmother's house, moved me away from the only family who loved me we went overseas to a very strange life During a weird 6 or 7 months in a dark apartment with the two of them, no one else, near Miami airport, with a very weird mean man saying now i was HIS little girl

( for instance when he scrutinized me in a hostile way at the table, staring at me, how i ate-- he complained to her because i sometimes enjoyed mashed potatoes, and would eat those, - with that gravy - remembering good days, with my people, thinking of bring there with them at home, imagining Grandad's friendly voice, saying pleasantly, "Please pass the gravy, from the Latin word grave"... lost in warm memories ...

So oblivious, or trying to block out this Dick's stares, i would try to imagine i was there again ... would like to finish my food on the plate, like all of one thing on it, then move around to the other servings she had portioned out on my plate,potaties, then meat, and so on, then the vegetables, then all of the next thing, one at a time, obediently,...

he bitterly, disdainfully spoke nastily (like a prick, looking back on it now) and hatefully, forcefully about how this was not good of me

why does she do that way and not this way.. to my mother who never helped me with him, except o e time she said quietly, and i remembered this one time, " to pacify his anger, That's the way children are", i was SO GRATEFUL, TO HER, FOR SAVING ME

He grew meaner and more hostile day by day, finally i knew what had to be done, he was saying how he would do something not very good, it sounded, in regard to owning me, so i screwed up all my courage, said crouching small, hunching down in the chair
timidly, scared, said to him - "but, i'm PUPPA's little girl...!"

[ i needed to be clarify to him that there WAS a man who already had rights to me, - because by this point, it was very clear this strange one DID NOT like me, did not actually WANT ME THERE, at all, so to try to rectify the situation and save myself, to end his hostility, i risked speaking this truth so he would KNOW that i belonged to a man who was already my father...

(even though he had long disappeared when i was 2 leaving for the other side of the country never to return )

...ah, the faith -or desperation - of children, in fear, Lol, it is so sad, like animals who wait for their owners to return, for them after death or abandonement


I will never forget his reaction as long as this earth still turns, and then some, for as long as therenis some sort of consciousness... his face changed, he looked at my mother across the table, it was silent, the fear was terrible... she said nothing, but passively looked at him, he turned back on me with a fury on his bulldog-like face, jaw jutting out, chin stout, mad as hell, said so loud and terrible, VICIOUS, really, " NOW - YOU'RE - MY - LITTLE - GIRL - ! " glaring red-faced furious at me for a long time, i could not take the ztare, it was too horrible, i finally had to look down into my lap, because i saw that he hated me, and was always uncomfortable around him, scared, really.

So, what hapoy memories do you like to remember, sweet Linda, and Cat, and any one, ecause i feel now that i have at least two sisters ! You are my kin, both and more, i believe, we are two kinds of people, the ones that want to be good, and try to treat others well, and those that are some other breed, another species. What does it make me, though, since my own mother was the other kind of species? Lol lol hahahah

A hybrid? Yes of course... :) please tell some of your memories, i will realky sporeciate that and enjoy it, any kind of recollection of your youth, in any ways


Thank you very much, again, Linda and all of you

Your kin loves you
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Thank you Linda, you are so sweet and kind, thank you very much. I am so surprised, i guess the feelings of chikdren are so pure and universal, you are one who is a very beautiful soul, to think and to say this. Does it remind you of some things you remember about your childhood? I would love to hear about them

Your grandparents, maybe? My Grandparents and my aunt were my life... very strange, this safe although lonely life ended physically when i was 6 years old, my mother married a man,

We left Grandad and
Grandmother's house, moved me away from the only family who loved me we went overseas to a very strange life During a weird 6 or 7 months in a dark apartment with the two of them, no one else, near Miami airport, with a very weird mean man saying now i was HIS little girl

( for instance when he scrutinized me in a hostile way at the table, staring at me, how i ate-- he complained to her because i sometimes enjoyed mashed potatoes, and would eat those, - with that gravy - remembering good days, with my people, thinking of bring there with them at home, imagining Grandad's friendly voice, saying pleasantly, "Please pass the gravy, from the Latin word grave"... lost in warm memories ...

So oblivious, or trying to block out this Dick's stares, i would try to imagine i was there again ... would like to finish my food on the plate, like all of one thing on it, then move around to the other servings she had portioned out on my plate,potaties, then meat, and so on, then the vegetables, then all of the next thing, one at a time, obediently,...

he bitterly, disdainfully spoke nastily (like a prick, looking back on it now) and hatefully, forcefully about how this was not good of me

why does she do that way and not this way.. to my mother who never helped me with him, except o e time she said quietly, and i remembered this one time, " to pacify his anger, That's the way children are", i was SO GRATEFUL, TO HER, FOR SAVING ME

He grew meaner and more hostile day by day, finally i knew what had to be done, he was saying how he would do something not very good, it sounded, in regard to owning me, so i screwed up all my courage, said crouching small, hunching down in the chair
timidly, scared, said to him - "but, i'm PUPPA's little girl...!"

[ i needed to be clarify to him that there WAS a man who already had rights to me, - because by this point, it was very clear this strange one DID NOT like me, did not actually WANT ME THERE, at all, so to try to rectify the situation and save myself, to end his hostility, i risked speaking this truth so he would KNOW that i belonged to a man who was already my father...

(even though he had long disappeared when i was 2 leaving for the other side of the country never to return )

...ah, the faith -or desperation - of children, in fear, Lol, it is so sad, like animals who wait for their owners to return, for them after death or abandonement


I will never forget his reaction as long as this earth still turns, and then some, for as long as therenis some sort of consciousness... his face changed, he looked at my mother across the table, it was silent, the fear was terrible... she said nothing, but passively looked at him, he turned back on me with a fury on his bulldog-like face, jaw jutting out, chin stout, mad as hell, said so loud and terrible, VICIOUS, really, " NOW - YOU'RE - MY - LITTLE - GIRL - ! " glaring red-faced furious at me for a long time, i could not take the ztare, it was too horrible, i finally had to look down into my lap, because i saw that he hated me, and was always uncomfortable around him, scared, really.

So, what hapoy memories do you like to remember, sweet Linda, and Cat, and any one, ecause i feel now that i have at least two sisters ! You are my kin, both and more, i believe, we are two kinds of people, the ones that want to be good, and try to treat others well, and those that are some other breed, another species. What does it make me, though, since my own mother was the other kind of species? Lol lol hahahah

A hybrid? Yes of course... :) please tell some of your memories, i will realky sporeciate that and enjoy it, any kind of recollection of your youth, in any ways


Thank you very much, again, Linda and all of you

Your kin loves you
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well it seems we do have some things in common. My grandparents and my aunt did keep our family strong. I didn’t have what some can say was a happy childhood but I was timid and brave also like you. Timid because of the meanness that came into my life around 5 years old. My mother and father separated shortly before that. My father lived in another state.
Your story brought tears in my heart but also the reminder of bravery. How much stronger you were than your mother’s husband. The angels stood around you. He knew inside that no matter how he could silence you, he couldn’t own your heart and soul. He could not own your mind. Love to you. Linda
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That is the most beautiful,

loving, kind hearted thing,

THANK YOU MY DEAR SISTER

MAY YAH BLESS YOU FOR EVER, AND ALL YOUR LOVED
ONES DEAR FRIEND

[ so sorry, yesterday was not able to use tablet all day and all night, this morning i just recently got h9ld of it got here
i was thinking about all of you though, and all 9f the things you had said]

Now i see that you wrote this beautiful thing to me, and i feel that with what you have been through, you are an angel in a human form

you know, though Linda, humans are made to be LIKE ANGELS!!!!??????? With minds like them, noble, loving -why i so surprised, because you are like that? It is our original makeup! I guess, it is really being truest, to ourselves, not operating on others' templates

Be8ng ourselvez, is to be LIKE GOOD ANGELS! and in doing that, others think we are the ones who refuse the ways of society, but this type of society is not made in heaven

Nobility, love, freedom to be, choose, help, think, express original or unpopular things, converse in truth

always kind to those who are like the animal kingdom, unable to always help themselves...

Just think, if there were no sickness, no violence, no danger, no pain, animals and children wouldnt NEED our HELP to be safe, or to survive, ... but they would definitely LIKE, even LOVE our loving acts, playing with them, communing, making them more comfortable and happy, while they have their babies, learn skills, eat, meet one another, etc. We know more, so we could show them different places for them to enjoy the creation, imagining this is like

well i guess it is like heaven

It is amazing to me that you had the same kind of early childhood in those ways. I had tears reading this from you

It is a thing beyond comprehension I am so grateful to you and it is not fair, you are a pure soul, beautiful who has suffered when a child, this life is NOT FAIR OR KIND, HERE. People are the problem

They like i said, 2 kinds of people

Good, and evil
Animals are always pure, it is so sad

Just like children
No, later, he and she actually DiD own my mind, tragic, weird ugly and unreal but i know how zombies are, because i was once one mysepf, due to their abuse sever and over long-term

It was that i couldnt stay myself, strong, without my grandmother and friendly loving family and their friends. That was gone. For ever, only my memory of them kept me company. My mother actually hated me and was so cold, and sadistic to me. They had a baby, i loved him, i took care of him alone when 8 was 7 and he was 3 weeks old, they went into lagos for shopping, i really loved that child, and my mother ruined him with weird satisfaction, with Dick. They tried to cause him to be a terrible person. I tried to tell them, explaining to them, but they would sneer and get nasty and punish me for presuming to speak to adults when i was a child. 11, 12, i was trying to help them, not to be presumptuous, at all, i was her daughter, isnt that what daughters do... ? Help a mother who was not able to handle a simple little baby boy toddler? I had great success i happily told her how to do it, he was happy, then she sabotaged the efforts. Always, with the most hateful nasty speech, i hate my mother actually for this

They had all kinds of troubles, real troubles, and i knew how they could undo it, but they wouldnt listen or acce0t my help, even forbid me from saying anything in help to them or doing anything to help Danny. And then, another little brother who was born 2 years after him. That was not favoured as the first was, and got treated like a hated stepchild too. The first one was already a bully and horrible brat by the time he was two and a half. By the time he was 4 and 5, they were not in control, only abuse. By 8 and 9, People, churches, no one could recticy the situation. I mean, they deliberately twisted him, forming him into a really tormented, tormenting psychopath bully. On visits once a year back home, my grandparents were Horrified.


So whole all that was going on, the woman was taking out all her hatred on me, and Dick was using that to exploit me, and break me systematically down, until after years, i was so broken down nothing strong, just raw meat

no real will, so i know how it feels and goes
However

During the time in letters, and a few photos, and a photo album from my aunt, sometimes i dreamed of being able to escape and to be able to be normal in the future ..

i would try my bezt just to go tnrough the required motions
i was all alone with no support or friendliness,

only there were 2 teachers in the beginning after this happened - her marriage. in first and third grades, who were so gentle and kind, did not make me feel cold or stupid even when it came to science or math,

they were fond of me, loved me i think, i loved my third grade teacher from Maryland, Mrs. Thomas, .. one time during reading Charlotees web, i thought i fainted, and unconscious head upside down, still halfway in seat at desk, no one noticed, and when i came to, it looked like a grey moon, concrete cold floor, chair legs, table legs, no faces, just floor and furniture legs... i was scared, i saw feet upside down, and didnt know where i was, so i screamed in terror, a cry scream,(and then, from my loud sound it was like a scared hurt animal so weird, i heard it afterwards, and i was ashamed, ... oh what have i done, how did that sound come from me? ... one of the girls later asked me about that sound)

My teacher to my desk, ran and got me up in her arms and ran me out down the place to the nurses office,...

I told her i think i fainted, (it had happened before, i remembered the sensation of going unconscious)

But the way she was running, with me in her arms, like she was old, very old and her terror and love for me were so apparent, i will always love that dear lady, often i wonder about how she was, it is just sad, she never knew how i regarded her as the most 8mportant person in the world,...

And then, it is another year, another teacher, and another country, it is bad

But if it werent for her reading good books to us, i think i would have not survived. They can not do that, now, in school. I survived in my head from day to day, thinking about them reading to us and the books. During the summer, i stayed all day away from the house as much as possible roaming around, to avoid the mother and Dick. But these days, what can kids do? It is like they are trapped. Actually, they are.

If they have parents who are their friends, protectors, it ix good, but what about the ones who do not have that? They are fair game for the predators. Like animals, to the slaughter.

well i didnt mean for this to be so long so many run ons, i am sorry and i dont know how to fix it without losing some on this thing. i am afraid if i some out they will be lost, can you read it the main part is Mrs. Thomas, how she loved me, i felt, as she ran with me limp in her arms, at full speed, legs racing 8n her salmon-coloured full skirted shirt-dress, her white skin flushed with fear, across the square and down dark grey halls, i felt, it just came to me, . As D. CAT talked of, i felt, as a fetusl i was IN A FETAL POSITION, IN HER ARMS, ARMS AND LEGS DANGLING as she ran... i just felt her true love for me then, as i only knew fr9m my grandmother when she had silent tears running down her cheeks in the dark as Born Free the movie of the Adams and Elsa the lioness played that beautiful son in the dark North Miami Beach movie theatre, just her, and me, just us, and i was being taken to that place, in the other part of the world, with this man and my cold mother, she could not say anything, but i saw the tears there in that dark as she looked at the screen and cried to herself

I thought of her like this a trilion times, ... and wondered, so many things
did she feel a premonition? Was she fighting against a force of the man and my mother she just could not fight to win? I wish she had. PEOPLE DO NOT DO THAT SORT OF THING, especially with a bulldog agency man and a domineering proud woman.
I was trained to not talk, NOT SAY ANYTHING. I DID NOT WANT TO GO, DID NOT WANT TO LEAVE HER. I was in an invisible trap, of non-communication, total vulnerabilitity, and passive subjugation. Was this the family dynamic from generations, is that why Hulda at 16 alone,planned somehow and left her home in Sweden, walking onto a boat to disappear into the Atlantic ocean sailing to New York, never to see any of her family again?

Did they not talk? My grandmother could not speak much, but she did speak more than my mother. And she got better each time i saw her in the summers for 2 and a half weeks. She said more things.
WITH MY MOTHER, one COULD NOT SPEAK at all - nothing. NOTHING. LEAST OF ALL of desires, thoughts, dreams, fears.

Linda, can you say what was the time when you really loved a part in your childhood?
I have a few .. away from the parents. They are so awesome, memories. They are. As real as real present day life i think.

It's a strange thing, the power of the present, and the power of the past, and the future that is waiting to be acted on. To manifest, thru first, our thoughts. Being in the past is necessary. Can be a danger to be there too long or too much, but, if the memories are usable for the future, they really do shape how we are, without which we could not become strong, thru examining the past in depth, strong and kind and extra sensitive and good like you obviously are, you know?
I meant reading your words
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I mean reading your words i had tears too, reading your words makes me still cry for what you went thru, also for your pure empathy and this comes from somewhere

I think it was there at birth , well, before birth it is there inherent

And it again, more, came to be given to you, by the angelic beings who as you said so beautifully, that must have been surrounding YOU, too,

I never think of this
Never thought of that, actually, for my situation, i still to this day, up until now, reading those words, believed i was totally alone then as a child

That was sort of ignorant of me i see, how can that be, a child, all alone?

Animals, all alone? That if heaven and the Creators and angels exist, would not even make sense.



They would be with them, like you just said
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Oh wow! Your story is so sad. My life was not like that. I'm so sorry for what you have been through. Again I am so sorry that you have suffered as such. May God Bless you.
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Well i am so glad, it was awful then, and it lives on now even though Dick is dead...
His evil has long-reaching effects

Still

I sppreciate ypur kind thoughts snd words very much, more than ypu know oe i sm able to say. They are in mt head today, they really help



What do you think of this Miami thing?

I said it looks just like Oklahoma Citt bombing of tgd federal building,

To me, it's a definite sacrifice

There the time, the date
The address
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Oh, i am sorry the typos

This is so bad



There it goes the last hope to find survivors. Highly unlikely anyway by judging the pile of rubble.
 Quoting: Anonymer Feigling


Sacrifice
Right before the Full MOON of tbd 24th of June
At 1: 28 the bomb

Building demolished in midfle of the night

On june 24, at 1:28

66
28. 11.
On 8800
A1A. COLLINS AVE

111

13 floors

Mighty Ones like OAKS
Lofty High Exactled Ones

We have a sacrifice right in front of us now and no one is talking a bout it as such

111
28
11
66
88, 00

13

Before this full moon by hours

Fire to finish them off
To tbe Mighty Achad One and Only United Father and Son God
JANUS
CHAOS
JUPITER
ZEUS
SATURN CHRONOS FIRE GOD GIBIL

KABAL
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Linda, i did not know when i was a child, i believe he was a Satanist when i grew older and saw what he had done to his family deliberately
JUNE 28 TODAY IS BAD
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Today is JUNE 28, 2021
BEGINS A NEW DIFFERENT LEVEL OF EVIL IN USA

TOMORROW JUNE 29





GLP