You must fight harder. The things you mention are materialistic. Your true wealth resides in your sacred family. The world is a most unfair place, as I have been where you are. I know the valley seems deep and long, but do not give up hope and instead let it burn hard and bright to guide your way. If you are rightous, you will rise. Keep the faith close to you and learn from this time, accepting the humility that is given. Believe me when I say that people appreciate and accept humility more than despair - and both can be evident when interacting with others. Prayers your way my friend.