I stopped caring,I used to have a very high give a fuck, now I hope the whole world dies, myself, my own mother, every last person, in fact I hope they release weaponized ebola, marburg, and everything else, launch every nuke, bomb, I hope this wold gets completely and utterly destroyed so only and just maybe the cockroaches survive.

I no longer want to live in this world, I do not see things getting better, and we will never ever go back to the way things were. SO fuck it, fuck you, fuck it all. I have decided I am anti human, I do not respect a single life on this earth, hopefully something ends it for everyone.

Fucks given anymore none! I lost my job because I won't vax, my wife is losing her nursing licence, we stopped participating, I dont even pay for shit at the grocery store I just walk out with it, don't give a fuck, I won't fight anyone, I wont hurt anyone, but I hope a reckoning happens or a new york sized asteroid. 3-4 months we will be homeless, jobless, our cars will get repoed, and thanks just fine, I am no longer a member of this culture, country, world, thinking I never was to begin with.

maybe I will just walk up to a cop tomorrow and sucker punch him and reach for his gun, maybe the wife will get some cash from my insurance to ride this all out. all I know is I am a dog and the world has cornered me.