Fist of all. The movie gets the hardest near the end!
Second. God and your soul chose this for you. See the positive or purpose of it allllllll. It’ was all for now. Whatever was removed from your reality was not meant to be apart of your now. How hard would it be to sell shit and exchange it for a gypsyish life?? U know anyone in the bush??? Fossicking is so great and fun and treasure hunting is exiting. The forest is full of life. Serius we are alllll going through the last purge! Be healthy and put all energy into trusting the Process of your own journey!! It’s a movie a fucking movie!!! Sit back and enjoy it somehow!!

Everything changes in an instant so god knows what is in store for you! Make a cloud seeing machine and see if u can mess with the weather lol .