What A Life

As a teenager, I was allowed to use drugs all day everyday, meth, weed, alcohol, cigerettes. I was allowed to drop out of school and do nothing. Even my teachers let me screw around in class all day everyday if I was even at school. As a young kid I would of liked to be disciplined and given chores for chore money. I was allowed to tattoo myself with an upside down cross and write 666 all over my shoes. We grew up in houses full of junkie scum, no electricity or food. I became a junkie even after turning to Christ because that's what I saw growing up. I became homeless due to no good education. Never told to get a job by aunties I lived with just smoke weed all day and pick cigerettes out of the ashtray at 15. Smoking meth at 15 with my cousin who eventually taught me about Christ. But all the other shit he was telling me was adult schizophrenic rambling which I believed. I became schizophrenic at the exact same time as becoming Christian. Ruined my Christian life.