You know, I'm very conflicted...I've had miraculous, personal spiritual expierences and yet I've also had much truth in recent years revealed to me...I know know that religion is to control the masses...to keep the poor man who works for peanuts from killing the rich man...I know now that many stories in the bible were written long ago before Christianity...I know how stupid superstition is now...but who gave me those expierences? Who's voice did I hear ? How did I see Jesus in a vision while wide awake and sober ? Is it like the old series , Stargate SG1, where advanced beings imitated gods? I'm confused. How does a person that's had mystical expierences stop believing?