LJS nailed it.
I'll add this: but you don't want to come to this realization.
So better than psychic advice, I'll offer you this:
read Is it Love or is it ADDICTION? Because you're suffering and you want her but she does NOT want you. But that's not what you want to hear.
Right now you are out of control. Your emotions are. Why?
NOT because you love her (and consciously you probably do) but BECAUSE
YOUR SUbCONSCIOUS MIND IS SICK and is dishing this out to you as punishment!!! Why? It's for YOU TO FIND OUT. A psychic spelling out the lesson to you means you will never learn it and will repeat this with every woman.
So read the book or an equivalent, do the inner processing and remove this from your subconscious mind.
Do you want me to perform a remote healing? I can remove your obsession for her. This means you will quit loving her, though. It's up to you.
Or you can start by reading the book and get back to me in a few weeks.