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Poem a Day - Day 5 - The Eternal Mirage

 
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Poem a Day - Day 5 - The Eternal Mirage


The Eternal Mirage

Is all love sacrifice?
Or is all sacrifice love?
I know sometimes I just need a shove,
But the pain,
The pain is so damn deep,
Sometimes I just want to weep.

Is love pain?
Merely a drain,
A drain that removes the spark?
Or does this pain,
bring us light again?
And eventually removes the dark?

If love is meant,
In a round about way
To spark this true emotion,
Can one stay,
In this state,
A state of true devotion?

For I can never tell,
When a woman’s spell,
Is put upon my head.
Feel like I’m always wrong,
Wanting to run along,
Finding guaranteed happiness instead.

Seems like a flower at first,
Like a bee,
I seek the nectar thirst,
And then slowly,
Round and round it becomes,
Not the best but the worst,
The flower I was seeking,
Turns into a flytrap’s curse.

In some future life,
I constantly invest,
But it turns out to be,
A false reality,
And i’m investing,
in my own death.

A mirage,
A death inside,
Like an Emotional,
suicide,
Darkness overcomes,
The best in me,
Can I hide the great divide,
Lock My feelings inside deeply?

What would have happened?
If I’d have gone left,
Rather than right,
Perhaps it might have been,
A slightly easier fight.

But I chose a path,
With no end in sight.
Waiting for signs,
I’m not wasting my time or life.
In an endless strife,
The mirage cuts mercilessly,
like a hot knife.

When I try my best,
And it’s still not enough,
Is it a sign,
That love is merely a handcuff?

If I run,
Where shall I go?
Start all over?
Can I grow?
This indecision,
Eats away at me,
Constantly feel,
The emotion of love,
is not worth the fee.

Is all love sacrifice?
Or is all sacrifice love?
I know sometimes I just need a shove,
But the pain,
The pain is so damn deep,
Sometimes I just want to weep.

When I can finally admit,
That the gift of love,
I am not fit,
I have given it my best,
I have lasted a while,
But the mirage has not lit.
The spark I seek,
Perhaps I’m just too weak,
To love,
The way it’s meant to be.

I have fought the good fight,
But maybe it’s time to set sail,
Into that moon light.
Into the unknown well,
I have to admit,
Admit I have failed to ignite,
Change In myself,
or the other that I love,
I am who I am,
Perhaps an unlovable creature.

It makes me sad,
Once again,
To think about.
How perhaps,
I will never be able to fit in.

But when I see that I’m drowning,
I Gotta keep movin around in,
That fish bowl...
Where I can’t be found...
Blessed are the Peacemakers.

“The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds.“

2 Corinthians 10:4

“No matter how many arrows are shot into the sky,
Angels still fly.”
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