Will God Forgive Me? The Bible’s answer Yes, God will

Regardless of all my most diligent efforts
Punishment's, confession, prayer, reconciliation, redemption
God repeatedly informed me
I didn't quite make it, and he performed things to tie off the loose ends of my failure by fixing my wrongs where I missed the mark
and learning my lesson to not repeat my mistakes

I do alot of preechy g l pee rants
obviously adding mounting my torment
where I am like others stuck in my own screwed up mode I
misinform and misguide
because were not all the same
and my words are situation specific
outside general advice

I'm sorry but you are taking on a role of a teacher but teaching wrongly and there's plenty on this site which does get infuriating after some time.. i could have made a better delivery but i haven't.

Everyone's input is welcome especially contrary views.

Pray constantly. 18Give thanks for everything. This is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus. 19Do not put out the fire of the spirit. 20Do not treat prophecies with contempt. 21Make sure of all things; hold fast to what is fine. 1Thes5:19

For God is my witness of how I am longing for all of you with such tender affection as Christ Jesus has. 9And this is what I continue praying, that your love may abound still more and more with accurate knowledge and full discernment; 10that you may make sure of the more important things, so that you may be flawless and not stumbling others up to the day of Christ; 11and that you may be filled with righteous fruit, which is through Jesus Christ, to God’s glory and praise. Phil1:9

if what you claim is true than preach the gospel

The gospel is only 4 books only the beginning.
Do not neglect the gift in you that was given you through a prophecy when the body of elders laid their hands on you. 15Ponder over these things; be absorbed in them, so that your advancement may be plainly seen by all people. 16Pay constant attention to yourself and to your teaching. Persevere in these things, for by doing this you will save both yourself and those who listen to you. 1Ti4:13

than what is the gospel msg plainly spoken? keep it simple in a few words for this uneducated mind of mine please.

Jesus (the Savior) approached and spoke to them, saying: “All authority has been given me in heaven and on the earth. 19Go, therefore, and make disciples of people of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the holy spirit, 20teaching them to observe all the things I have commanded you. And look! I am with you all the days until the conclusion of the system of things.” Mt28:19
Commendations, you are participating in this being accomplished

what about the words spokes from the Lord AFTER he death burial and resurrection for the gentiles.?

So when they had assembled, they asked him: “Lord, are you restoring the kingdom to Israel at this time?” 7He said to them: “It does not belong to you to know the times or seasons that the Father has placed in his own jurisdiction. 8But you will receive power when the holy spirit comes upon you, and you will be witnesses of me in Je..salem, in all Judea and Samaria, and to the most distant part of the earth. Acts1

God will not forgive you, but his son Jesus Christ will. C’mon Dad, you made the test too difficult for these weak men!

God will not forgive you, but his son Jesus Christ will. C’mon Dad, you made the test too difficult for these weak men!

I don't see the point. God hated me since I was in the womb, and cursed me to a joyless life. Literally, whenever anything in my life happens that brings joy, well doing or any kind of deep happiness, God strips it away. Lasted until about age 32-ish before I seen the pattern and said "f it" done.

When a being as powerful as God is hell bent on ensuring a person lives a lonely, afflicted, miserable life, there isn't much you can do.

The deepest sting is, if I were to describe the emotion I have towards God, it isn't really bitterness, or spitefulness or even anger. Just disappointment summed up in the words "Et tu God? Et tu?".

Things are what they are, and I accepted that in this creation, when I need a father, when I need a savoir, when I need a God, I'm shit out of luck, as the agency of the divine always seemed obsessed with turning every period of my life to their profit in some way, shape or form, ultimately leaving me to hold the bag.

Only when I'm dead, and can no longer live, love or be loved. When well doing as meaningless and there is no scarcity, when it no longer matters, then God will "give" and stop doing harm/evil to me, so I checked out and washed my hands of it all.


Don't get me wrong, I believe God is real and etc, I just can't view him as a just, holy or righteous entity. He is all powerful, amoral, and says and does anything to get his way. No matter what choice I thought I could of made, there were no real or meaningful choices. God forced me down the path I traveled in life, held me down and silenced me so he could have his desired end result. He wanted my soul murdered as a child, and as a teen he wanted me fully subdued and broken.

He only allowed me to touch love once, because without knowing love, the holy spirit could never dwell within me. As soon as I felt "love", God sealed it away and took my memory of the night away, and struck me with affliction to drag the cause and memory of love away from me.

In truth, I regret being born. What is the point if even God is unjust, cruel and just another merciless exploiter? Job could say "God gives and God takes", I can only say "God takes". When I had need of a God, he was nowhere to be found. When God's children had need of him, he didn't hesitate to use me as a slave for their benefit, and I'm sick of it all.

God is God of the abusers, the liars, the false accusers, let them give praise and worship. How could I ever even fake it without being an outright liar? How can someone that genuinely does not desire eternal life, and regrets existing, give praise to the originator of existence?

Not only that, even if I strive to be absolutely perfect, I will never get a period of my life to rest, to be free. In this life, God will not relent until I'm old and gray. Maybe when I'm 80 if I behave really well and do everything God asks of me, he will let me get fall in love and get married. When this life fades away, then what? Eternity as an outright slave forced to labor eternally for a God who at no time in my existence ever allowed me any meaningful degrees of freedom? Who authored all the pain and suffering of my childhood and teens. Who condemned me to a life of poverty and destitution because it benefited him to do so.

Before God murdered me, murdered my soul/essence of me, what crime did I commit? I didn't worship the Easter Bunny, nor did I worship Santa Claus. I obeyed my parents, even my abusive birth father and crappy teachers. I did not bully others and stood up for others. God murdered me without cause, because he wanted an empty vessel to use for the benefit of his children.

No matter how hard I tried, God rejected me as a child of his, and instead viewed me only as a slave condemned to labor without thanks or reward. I know what scripture says about a "wise slave lording over a foolish inheritor/child", but it leaves a bad taste in my mouth and is so absolutely unjust that I just can't do it anymore.

There is no one I can look to for salvation, for justice, for redemption/restoration. So why bother? Wasn't my time in the womb, my time as an infant and toddler, my childhood, teen years, the waste of my 20's and the brokenness of my thirties enough of a sacrifice to appease God? I'm tired of it all. My cup has been overfilled with affliction since before I drew my first breathe and will likely continue all the days of my life. How can I hope in a God who has does so much harm to me for his own prosperity?

you are missing the Key ingredient in your equation. this will only lead to a form of godliness but is still denying the true power thereof. its so simple humans are complicating it for nothing.

how am i saved and not go to hell

I don't see the point. God hated me since I was in the womb, and cursed me to a joyless life.

But as it is written:

"Eye has not seen, nor ear heard,
Nor have entered into the heart of man
The things which God has prepared for those who love Him."


1 Corinthians 2:9

I would...

how am i saved and not go to hell

So whatever you do, just pose superior,

but do not answer even what you say is the answer.

You approve you.

Do you need the Messiah?

all men need forgiveness for there sins to enter heaven. that forgiveness only comes from Jesus Christ and what he has done. ALL need him but not all answer the call.

As promised, the apostles received this gift when the holy spirit was poured out in 33 C.E. (Acts 2:1-4) The apostle Peter used this authority when judging the disciples Ananias and Sapphira. Peter miraculously knew about their deceptive scheme, and his judgment indicated that their sin would not be forgiven.—Acts 5:1-11.

 That miraculous gift of the holy spirit, like other gifts such as healing and speaking in tongues, ceased after the death of the apostles. (1 Corinthians 13:8-10) Thus, no human today can absolve another person of sin.