Not to flame you here stranger.
I was reveling in the fact they were playing all the songs for me.
Hummm....oh ya you said this b4

True, TRUE!
sry to steal the Thunder, I did a thing back there they will NEVER get over.
I win.

I Hope It Never Ends.

SUGGESTION FOR OP.
You've been romanced by sources who wished for you to comply in their programs. For whatever reason you refused, or so I read your words to mean, you turned down industry and establishment on some grounds, or personal reasons.

For my own miserable predicament, having been in the unenviable position, I had to tell them, no, this is false, there's something fake and phoney going on aside from what's known, by the way it was all done in an envelope of crime where only a fool could agree, while they are being trespassed and infracted against.

MY PERSONAL, VERY SERIOUS ADVICE, IF YOU WANT THE GLORY BACK ON YOUR SHOULDERS, THE THING WHICH BENEFITTED ME THE MOST WAS MY ABILITY TO GO BACK THROUGH MY MIND AND FIGURE OUT THE SCORE OF WHAT WAS REALLY UP. REALLY GOING ON, THE REASONS YOUR COURTED, AND WHY IT DIDN'T SIT RIGHT WITH YOU, IS LIKELY ALL LOCKED IN YOUR MEMORY FROM WAY BACK TO YOUR BIRTH.

AND YOU'LL FIND THE ANSWER AND GET THE MUSIC BACK.