In Lieu Of the Larp ...

There was another thread here about extraterrestrials that went absolutely nowhere... so I figured I would tell of the bizarre things I have experienced. I do not claim to have any meanings as to why. I have been on a search for truth for many years. I post here to see if anyone has had anything similar happen to them.

911 was the catalyst for me. I lived in NYC and the story did not make sense. I watched the towers fall and walked the bridges that day in silence with thousands of other people who were just in shock. That began my search for truth. At first, I ended up down the dark rabbit hole of the NWO and the illuminati. Something in my soul just said if there is so much evil then the opposite has to be true too. Where is the good? I lived in a one bedroom apartment in SOHO. I was laying in bed one night. Milling over things and finally I said "OK God, if you are real then I want to know you." All at once I heard a loud and booming voice fill the room. I do not know if this was in my mind or if it was audible to others. All I know is the voice said "if you want to know me then..." and I received a huge download of images that happened so fast I could only pick up bits and pieces. From what I can gather the basic message was to learn about my fellow man. God is part of the all.

Fast forward... after this I started having strange things happen. I saw a portal open in my room that looked like the Norway spiral only smaller and a different color. I was sitting up in bed and the next thing I remember was feeling super tired and fell backwards into a deep sleep. I've seen a robotic grey in my room disappear through a similar portal. The strange thing about these encounters is they can somehow manipulate the consciousness. Like remove it, I think it has to do with the silver chord that attaches us to our bodies when we go out of body. I really want to understand this more.

After these experiences I started to discover that I had a strange energy buzzing in my hands. It almost feels magnetic. I thought it was a circulation issue and went to see a chiropractor. He told me to study Reiki. I never heard of it before. I then realized I can move energy blocks in people. I have been able to connect with people remotely. I have seen miraculous healings with angels, my mother who has crossed into spirit and Jesus. I have seen individual people's futures but when I try to see the collective's future it is blocked from me. The gifts I have received I can use by connecting with people individually. I need to be in a meditative state and with the other persons OK to do so. Then its like watching a movie. I see images that are pretty cinematic. Best way I can describe it.

These are some of the things that I have experienced. Some of the messages I have received when working on others is that we are about to see something we have never seen before. Intuitively it feels heavy to me, but I feel also feel hopeful.

Lots of us here want to know what our purpose is. For some of us it's as simple as this... you are here as an anchor for God's light. Divine light, creators light whatever your name for it is. I was shown that the more of us who hold it and go out into the world... the more that light will spark in others. FEAR is the enemy. It's the tombstone that holds you back from the divine. They showed it to me like everyone is on a boat in the fog. If you find a way to shine a lamp in the fog it acts as a beacon to others and helps them to navigate the waters.

I was never a religious person growing up. The organized church never made sense to me and felt off. I had no connection to God until I asked for it. I speak with God every day. It's a personal connection. I do believe we will soon see some of the darkest things we can imagine being uncovered. My mother visits with me now that she is in spirit and all she says is ... get ready. The words put on the armor of God and be in the world but not of it will really start making sense soon I feel. When things seem hopeless remember... you are here to be the light.

See how that's done larpers?