Lifetime of Torture

But off with the Shackles.

Turn off your phone for a week…

That might help…

Just hold on and learn to laugh about it :) Im trying the same...

Yeah…i do from time to time
If I had actual friends i would be able to stay away

But the soul crushing loneliness …
The need for human interaction
It always leads me back to doom posting
Then the Doom police actually show up and hurt me
And the cycle continues

I apparently am the problem and the only solution is terminating my existence

Be alone, op..

But never be lonely,.

Find your everything in your maker..

He will satisfy all of His creation..

Especially those who lean upon Him.

God bless.

I can’t even tell people what happens to me
Cause they would call me crazy and try and get me put away

It doesn't have to be. I'm tortured daily with constant thoughts of despair and anxiety. I drink at night due to this. But I know what I have to do to atop the madness. I will pray for you

haha nature will never make me feel as lonely as humans do :)

go to the forest sit on the ground and breathe trough your nose... feel the flow of the air passing and listen to your surroundings.

you might be surprised...

yeah i know the drill... you dont have to explain it...

still not in the ward - still not dead

try this routine i posted above...

and you are not alone :)

God Bless you too
It’s not so much the loneliness
It’s reliving the memories

I guess it don’t matter
Even if someone acknowledged everything that I have endured
What does that even equate to

Aww yeah dude we know hundreds of strangers possibly more have been torturing you for your whole life and broadcasting your most personal moments on the internet
That must suck dude
I believe you

Awe thanks I actually feel a little better

Yeah you do

Guess I’ll go talk to Jesus and Mary about it

Probably going to go out in the woods and pray

I guess we all have problems

At least I can lay in a fetal position and think of what has transpired and my inability to reconcile the events causes me to transcend my physical state just enough to avoid a critical meltdown

Just got back
The message I got was to practice self denial
Obtain the necessary Graces for all of humanity

Guess I’m back in business

Do some push ups, go for a jog or a hike. Eat or drink something that makes you happy. Treat yourself and shut off whatever makes you feel the way you do.

I like the comments about turning off the phone. Add the TV to that list. And maybe take a break from people who drag you down talking about world events that may or may not affect you but, regardless, are outside of your control.

It would be nice to know why you feel this way, what is weighing on you. But I will just have to assume that your paradigm needs a major shift; that whatever is weighing on you is probably an artificial construct. Some boundaries set by man that you aren't staying within. And people around you are probably tearing you down because that's what society expects and you just aren't living up to expectations. But it's all made up. Fiction. An arbitrary set of rules to keep people docile enslaved producers in fear of the boogeyman or priesthood or ruling class or whatever.
When you realize all that is made up, and has nothing to do with the purpose of life, you are left wondering what IS important, what IS real? No I'm not going to startselling you jeezus. If that's what you like or need, more power to you. But nature is real. Nature is where you come from. Nature is what feeds you. You are just another of its creations. It is fundamental. I don't know how people can be happy without knowing where they came from and how nature provides for them. Go seek beauty in nature. Get away from people for awhile, find a park where you can hike for a few hours and take it in. Maybe take off your shoes and socks and feel the earth. You're part of nature. Connect with it.
Maybe the paradigm shift is, rather than trying to understand how we fit into society, trying to understand how we fit into nature.

Good luck

Thank you and you too
I guess I don’t have that much to be upset about
I do practice a lot of self care
I think I get run down and the demons start to get the best of me
It’s basically non stop demonic attacks since my Mom played with a spirit board in my Uncles Old Farm house built on cursed Native American land and inhabited by high level elite satanists for a few generations in my of the most paranormal hot spots in the world.


These demons are so strong they can possess almost anyone around me if they are not “conscious enough” or dense or idk have not really nailed it down quite yet

I got rid of most of them but I’m not even the problem anymore

I basically had to do a bunch of explainable shit in several different places at once to ensure everyone kept their free will and got to live their dreams and have a chance at eternal life

The only cost is well it’s been costly
Let’s just say that

So I manage..
Sometimes good things happen to let me know I am loved and cared for
You might call them miracles
I call it enough

I have to pray for everyone I see
And some people I don’t see
Some I’ve never even met
People who hurt me

It’s kind of crazy

It’s a responsibility

It’s basically a job
A mission

I don’t really understand it
And I’m glad I don’t
Cause if I did I wouldn’t be able to do it
And I love doing it
Because I love God

Enjoy the ride pal.

You ever been consumed by a dragon?
It’s a legitimate question

I remember thinking this can’t be real
It’s just a dream
This won’t hurt

But I felt everything
You almost die from fear;
So the teeth chomping you to pieces and the pain created thus pales in comparison

People were trying to run
There were no survivors
None that I could see anyway

Maybe it was a dream…I hope it was
Dreams are funny

I think it was a Pope that once said you don’t have to pray for martyrs because Gods love is always upon them

I’m no martyr but Gods love is always upon me and I pray you receive the same blessing

That all of you do.

Yes

It is possible

Amend your lives
Turn..
Turn away from sin
Turn towards the friend if you are lost
Find the friend
lovers are never lost or left searching
They were within one another all along

Nope, that won't do jack shit. OP is correct, the world is a piece of shit not worth living in. It never gets any better, only worse. FACTS.

Ever considered shock therapy for your delusions?

It’s a vale of tears
And Satan has dominion over the air
Spirit…
Spirits of anger
Spirits of fear
Spirits of malice
Spirit of contempt

Spirit of Understanding
Spirit of Wisdom
It’s a world of spirit
The Pagans always knew this

I had a dream and applied it to Spiritual Practice
I am an enlightened being
And y’all is Hatennnmm

I’m going to go Pray for all of you
That all who read this thread
Particularly those who responded
Receive a grace
A blessing in their life
For a particular intention
When it happens
Just remember it came from God

I love you all
I forgive you too

We can still turn this around

I’m praying we can

That's EXACTLY what you are supposed to do here in Lucifer's world! You have a void that will NEVER be filled here. Did you know the Bible says Satan is the god and deceiver of the whole world? Kind of weird that you are aware of demons, and the ouija board and the seriousness of it, but haven't asked Jesus in private if it's true? Is this whole world under the power of the evil one as the Bible says? Seems that it obviously is. I doubted it for the first 30 years of my life--thought every religion or group thinks it has the answer but no one really knows for sure--I WAS WRONG! I am now 52 and am more positive than ever that Jesus is the Son of God who died on the cross to make a way out of this fallen world for those who believe in Him!

This is NOT a joke--In private, ask God if it's true! It is! He has "appeared" to thousands in person and millions in dreams. I'll reply with a link to a Muslim man who was about to commit suicide, when Jesus stopped him. By the way, Jesus had the permanent scars in his hands and feet! Don't listen to any of these other responses--none of them has good advice for you.

Here's the link to that testimony:

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Jesus is EXACTLY who He said He is--the way, the truth, and the life and the ONLY way out of this world! Be smart! By FAR the most important decision you will ever make in your life! Then when you find out the truth, tell as many others as possible. Praying for you!

Wish I could help in the many ways needed, but only the distance can I just pray and fast for you people with almost the same story. It's disheartening that it exists I wanted to know more about it I always have at least for a decade or more but all I can do is from a distance read about it learn, endure with or by your side if possible. It's like being stuck between a rock and a hard what am I here to learn I thought it was about learning love and what it was that's a part of it I guess I I want to see where the enemies are so I know where to throw the grenade. I would like this defined better, but I think God wants us to put trust and faith in him to see it through in the end. I love and forgive all too. Sorry it happened this way I wish I could help

Eating good enough food in silence never grows old

Don't let them win

It's ok to be European with a big intact penis

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You need a different perspective OP. Everything they did to you, they did to themselves.

Get in your own place and: