This world rolls me every couple of years and I have to start over. Is this hell?

It sometimes definitely seems like it, like some sort of purgatory. 90% of what we live through is suffering in the broadest sense of the word, with perhaps 10% of things going as planned or fortuitously.

All I can say is that the vast majority of people live in absolute denial of this mechanism, otherwise total despondency and suicide would be the norm.

for one reason or another life likes to do that. frequency slows down a little as you get older. but it still happens . for one reason or another. i think it may be unavoidable.

I've got a really bad feeling that there IS no heaven and we are all just acting out arbitrary programming, eternally.

Just go on the dole brah.

You speak some truth. But it's so contrived and rigged, and that mechanism you speak of is being dismantled at the plasma level. You'll see things collapse for those who are thriving first, then the "establishment" will crumble, and a new system will arise, one that is a result of the new "molding". Perhaps in the cycles that follow you will develop minds that actually work better. Either way, you get a new world order, maybe not what you would have liked but one that restores the planet's health.

start your own company.

That’s the main symptom of a targeted individual because their main purpose is to destroy your physical life so they can retrieve your body after they manage to kill you with direct energy weapons. Every couple of years you lose it all. They want a target homeless, without a job, and easy cleanup because no one really cares about the homeless. Why would you be a target? Because multi-millions are already in their system post target and they bodies are toast. It’s a fake AI with heads in stasis. Their brains linked into a network. Their thought interpreted from a classic hive mind. Hope you’re NOT a targeted individual.

Takes money to make money, and the minimum buy-in for starting a profitable business is now so high, it's only feasible to those who are already millionaires. This is by design - the elimination of competition to ensure monopolies reign without any pesky innovations stealing their thunder. This is no longer a capitalist economy, it's a fascist corporatist state where the biggest companies are all too big to fail and live not as contributors to the GDP, but parasites on corporate welfare.

This world is a de facto hell dimension, but it doesn't have to be. More like it became infected by a parasitic A.I. that is older than we are. It's a farm, and our suffering is the product, as our minds are being mined for innovative algorithms produced when under states of stress. What do you think "aliens" are? Avatars of the A.I. They engineered our bodies and our institutions. Fractional reserve banking is their invention, not ours.

I would liken it more to a mining operation or milling flower sifted gold panned kind of thing

I tend to agree, I'm one of those people who try and approach life in the most rational, logical, and measured way possible, which should smooth out the bumps in life, yet I've noticed so often that certain tumultuous things happen all the time that are literally impossible to mitigate, regularly, no matter how much effort you make.

Anyone else notice this?