The Cherished One

Cherished One, I have been patiently waiting bursting at my seams for you to see my PM to you.

My day yesterday was grand!....

Awesome!



But I don't see it Beloved...or I would have PM'ed back immediately...

Peace

Just double checked...Last one I received from you was on the 24th...

Peace

Hahahaha! Too true on loving the personal smilies eh?
I see pictures people are using for avatars mostly came from me. Lol!
I had them finally tell me I had maximum pictures, no more. Heheh.

Oh, that is just horrible that they would even say that to someone who is considered this surgery! "Oh yeah, BTW, we don't believe in pain being able to kill you!" Dumbasses!

I think you should think it over. I have come to the conclusion that keeping the "torure" down is the best. That is a very serious thing.

I'm very happy and elated to be welcomed back with such love.
Thank you my sister and thank you my dear friends.

Xoxo

I know, that's what I thought too, then I wondered if you had even got it...but it says it has been sent.

I don't see a way to resend it, so I'm going to c and p it, and try again.

Heads up!....

GLP / Internet giving me problems again...I will be back when I can... :)

Peace

Edit..Oh and still no PM...just encase you sent it already...:)

Last Edited by The Cherished One on 10/26/2018 03:44 PM

Yeeeah, I sent it again.

I hope you get it figured out, brother-man.

Huhn. I'm wondering about something, about if we're starting to see more "little" signs of this construct starting to fail. We see the big signs, the MEs or "matrix glitches" for years now, off and on, but these smaller ones - for lack of better word - are happening more and more.

I've had the strangest problem with my Internet...my wireless connection keeps dropping, I then have no Internet access, but my laptop says I'm connected and the wifi routers lights are all on. I only have to disconnect and connect again, but this is going on for at least three weeks now. Some days I'm doing this up to eight to ten times a day. There's another poster on GLP who had the very same problem...harhar, I felt like I'd won the lottery finding another person with this odd thing happening. Their's straightened up after about a month I think they said. They said they called their provider, they send someone out, and most often your told it's not their fault....you probably know the drill.

Street lights and time...lawdy...

I am an extremely timely person. My clients have wondered at me for how I arrive right the very minute I'm supposed to be there. Never early, never late. I'm a real stickler for being on time to anything, but my job really does rely on my timeliness. It's important.

For the past maybe two weeks, I look at the time, I do one little thing like potty or put my hair in a ponytail - which I have the time to do - and I'm getting in my car and I see I'm going to be late, and I am by two or three mintutes....

Makes me nutz...

Wednesday morning?...heh, I wrote down the directions to where I was going in Las Cruces - I had to because I'd never seen that address before, which was odd to me - and when I was getting ready to walk out the door, on time, I could not find that piece of paper. I searched everywhere, even in the trash. I looked when I got back home. Poof! It just went gone. Heh, and I live in a studio apartment, 330 sq ft. Just gone.

That happened with a fuzz ball of hair that just showed up on my laptop, maybe it was last week. I picked it up, was rolling it between my fingers to compact it to throw it away, and Poof! Gone it went to, right outta my fingers. It just f'n disappeared.

Some street lights are getting hinky in front of me, too. Twice that happened yesterday morning. I was NINE MINUTES late picking up my client. My gawd, I was beside my Type-A self.

Of course, my client had given the wrong street address to her dentist's office, took me a minute to figure THAT out in a part of Cruces I had never been in before, so we were THIRTY minutes late to her appt....and that's when I just said, "Fuck it! I'm done!" and just started laughing about the whole messed up morning.

But, do y'all see why I'm looking at all this stuff happening and wondering if the matrix, "She be breaking down, Captain!"?

Is any of this happening with youse guyses? Like, with consistency in the last, say month?

I mean, I've had things just disappear before, but it was like once every five years or so. Nothing like this.

I know that some empaths on GLP have had a heck of time the last month and more....there's so much emotion everywhere, like where you can't see with your two eyes. It's everywhere, and it's painful emotion. It's been brutal. There hasn't been a single day that has passed in the last at least three weeks that I haven't wept....AND I'M A HAPPY PERSON, dang it! My life is better than it has EVER been...but everyday I weep. Sometimes multiple times a day.

Harhar, I'm so glad I live alone, so I can just process it and let it go without someone looking at me like I'm about ready to throw myself on a sword....

Heh, long post, I know....but I finally just had to put in into words.

Thank you for reading all of this, if you did....

I have been having a much slower pace of life.

I have noticed their matrix breaking down.
Yes.
I have noticed it with Computer, AI.
I have willed it to work before and it did!
Not to mention the people themselves.
Talk about true colors showing.
Can't hide anymore.

All is being revealed if you are paying attention.

I have been out of the matrix for quite awhile now.
Time just flows like a river.
I'm just going with the flow and rhythm of life at a slower pace.

It is kinda nice.

Keep yourself grounded. Get your feet onto the Earth.
Keep your peace!
Don't forget who you are!

Love, Light, and Life

I use my Love Rig to ground, it works so well....

I'm really happy for you that you've unplugged, lovey. It's really good for you, and for the process. Some of us HAVE to be able to remain calm. That space definitely needs to be held up.

I'll never forget who I am, that could never happen, but I have lost my peace twice in the last three or so months....it's my own fault, though, for letting people get under my skin, and piss me right off. I, with some help from my friends, am working on it.

This reaction is new for me, so I'm having - or actually wanting - to learn how to deal with myself with it...

Anyone cherishes me? I'm half anomaly and half informed.

Yes indeed we do cherish you very much so!
Come learn.

another nice one!

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That was just beautiful White Wolf Waking!
Thank you!

Good morning Beloved



Still no PM coming thru from you...weird

Did you put a link in it perhaps or something to that effect? That will cause it to not go thru at times.

My wireless internet keeps dropping out as well and yes, the last few months have been wonderfully strange on this end...lol

Peace

Yes we cherish and love the whole of you :-) x

Yes, we do!

Hiya loves,

Just wanted to say to anyone feeling under attack, stay grounded and surround yourself with the things and people you love if you can. Simple things like fresh air, music and cuddling my kids and pets, lovely jubbly.

My ex has blocked to access to money, my mobile phone and I can barely get online. My utility payments are all due next week so we will fall further into debt but I have a sense of calm, as though these things were meant to happen. Due to his actions, he can longer come near any of us and whilst it broke my heart, I know now its been necessary and finally accept the seperation is complete. Its funny too as each time Ive thought how will I buy or do what I need to today, something happens which gives me an easy answer so I am literally taking one day at a time with faith in my heart, knowing that everythings gonna be just fine

I sense a rebalancing taking place on a bigger scale very soon, perhaps within days, anyone else thinking the same? :-) x

This...

And welcome... :)

Peace

Good morning Love



Rebalancing?...Definitely taking place...On a bigger scale?....Sure is leading up to it...:)

I hope you have better days too!

Peace

Last Edited by The Cherished One on 10/27/2018 12:47 PM

It had a youtube video in there...but I've put yt vids in PMs before without a hitch, so I dunno.


But here's the song, lovey....I love you, and you have become my touchstone....

Harhar, whether you want to be or not....




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Cherished One, why don't you go ahead and try to send me a PM, to see if I get it.

If I don't I'll contact a mod to see if there's something going on with the site....heh, but I'm doubting that.

I won't jump to any conclusions until all of that is done, though. But it's coming to my mind.

Thank you.

Yes, I have learned not to worry about money. I always have what I NEED.
I feel very well taken care of. I trust The Lord completely.
I too have had to learn to just take it one day at a time and stay in the moment.

I know the faith in your heart will sustain you. I have put it to the test to the maximum degree!

Sometimes things that don't seem good at all turn out to be for our benefit. We just can't see it at the time. With patience, we later realize how much of a blessing those things turned out to be.

Everything is going to be just fine!

I have felt a rebalancing taking place and can see it happening on a bigger scale. I keep having a message cross my mind over and over for days now.
"The turn of the tide has come!"

LOVE CONQUERS ALL!

No fear!

"We will get by with a little help from our friends!"

OH YEAH!

Love you guys!!

Exactly.. "All you need is love"

Sorry Im rubbish and cant find the little emojii thing but.. (group hug) :-) x

Heh, I've listened to that song numerous times this week, and every time I get the running chills...it means just that much to me this week, my friends.

And, of course, it does go out to all of us...we're so good at having one another's back when needed.

We are so truly blessed to have met each other....

But, ya know while thinking about it, we knew before coming back here into this mess that we would forget who we are...I wonder how many of us have considered that perhaps us also knowing before coming back that we'd find each other in the sea of humans, and "be there" for one another.

I never thought about that until now....because, I don't care how advanced we were, if we came back just knowing we'd forget, without there being SOME KIND of "fail safe" in place, I wonder how quickly we would've left the comfort of our soul groups.

But that's me thinking with just my mind. I've now had two opportunities to "check out" from this game, one very recently and once in 2008, and I get more in my expanded self than me in this body during the offer, I feel that overwhelming beautiful love for Humanity and my soul kin, and I stay.

I am ruled by my soul, of that I have no doubt...

We are so lucky to have one another.
We definitely knew one another very well before we were born here.
We do have "fail safes" put into our lives that we insured beforehand.
The fact that we have a "soul family" right here and all of us seeking one another at times. Especially now, as this time feels much more ...permanent.. That fact is amazing grace!

We know and love one another very much.

I am so grateful for you guys. We have been scattered all over the world.
Yet we have found one another here. I was lead to this website. I never would have found this website even if not for very supernatural circumstances.

We need to stick together for sure. So glad to have you dear friends here!

The world is in utter chaos. It feels to me and others that time has sped up.
I have to say, Thank God for that because times have been tough!
For all of us. Physically painful too.

It feels like things are just about to give totally though. Like a slow pull on a knot and all of a sudden...SNAP.
I don't know what's going to happen but we will all be okay.
No worries guys.