HELP! I think i might be a Reptilian!

Ok i know this is out there but please bare with me while i explain. I have always felt different and out of place kinda, almost like 'i'm not from around here' and also i was adopted – my parents would never tell me anything about my birth parents – and so naturlly i always wondered where i really 'came from.'

one thing is weird is that i have always really loved reptiles. really any thing that creeps people out like bugs and stuff but reptiles are my favorite. i had two pet snakes, a chameleon, a kimodo dragon and a gila monster. i always felt closer to them than to people and i was sadder when they died than when my little sister died.

you can understand why for privacy reasons i don't post pics of myself – i don't want someone tryin to kill me cuz they think i am some nwo baby eater – but i have always had realy dry rough skin and lately it even has started to look kinda scaly. one of my friends even joked my arms looked like a snake.

my eyes are kinda slanted (but i'm not asian) and even seem too narrow like slits almost, and i blink a lot so much that people allways ask me whats wrong with me or am i gonna cry. even though my eyes are mostly green i guess they sort of shift colors – like a chameleon! - because my ex-gf told me that they always looked different every time she looked at me and shes not the only one to mention it.

i don't know if you've heard of this but theres some disease called lycotherapy or something like that what makes people turn into werewolfs. well my theory is that it doesn't make a 'real' werwolf but it makes you grow lots of hair and like some chemicals or something make you kinda crazy or just more aggressive and you eventually even THINK that you are a werewolf. but if thats what started all the werewolf legends than whose to say their not a REAL werewolf? But my point is that if maybe you can turn into a werewolf...do you think there is some kind of disease (or maybe even a implant!) that could make a human TRANSFORM into a reptile?!?

one other weird thing. i used to pretend and sometimes even believe that i was a vampire back when that was the cool thing that me and all my friends were into and we even used to cut ourselves and taste our blood sometimes even each others. some of them were creeped out cuz i liked it so much, they thought i might not ever stop 'feeding' on them! and it scared me even too. my blood always feels cold under my skin like a reptile and sometimes i have a terrible thirst for human blood, kinda like i imagine the reptilians would feel.

So i have some questions for discussion or food for thought if u will:

-is is possible to be a reptilian and not know it?
-or what about a reptile-human hybrid and again not know it?
-could you have a reptilian soul in a human body?
-if the reptilians as are evil as i heard – if they are really the enemies of all the things i believe in like love and freedom – how can i turn my loyalty away from my own race?
-can a reptilian even feel emotion? like if they were raised on earth and for years didn't know what they really were?
-if my craving for human blood is a hidden reptilian instinct, shouldn't i just give in to it and be what i really am? you wouldn't make a snake or a gila monster dress up and live like a human, right? its cruel, peta would come get you.

i been reading a lot about aliens lately – thats how i found this site- but i always like reptiles best and then i learned about david ike who made me learn more about reptilians. well maybe it was cuz i was thinking so much about it but i had a dream last nite (or a Communication?) and i was on mars with this thing i knew was my 'reptialian overlord' who picked up these seeds from the ground and threw them into the sky where they floated towards where i could see earth far away.

he told me 'people of earth are seeds from the farmer mars and we come from far to harvest them. you have been sent because you are our most trusted harvester to pose as a human and begin our work and spread the news that humans must now accept their fate and their masters.”

i know it was just a nitemare but it scared me so much i woke up crying and now i can't get it out of my head and i am really worried and don't know what to do. please tell me some advice!!!