OP. I can almost feel your sorrow through your posts.

I have just the song for you.

Just hear me out...

go to YouTube right now and listen to each day by john legend.

regardless if u like him or not I canalmost (99.9) say that you will feel a rush of joy run through your body.

this man is a greatmusician.

other than that. all I can suggest is smoking weed and drinking a solid herbal remedy.

lemme know what you think of the song.


love you!

be well.

z