Are Christians out there having personal crises due to the belief systems?

I am. It's hard to describe and I won't describe it as there are too many know it alls here from all sides. In the end, they both will be wrong IMO.

I love so much the "theory" of old Christianity and the way it was handed down. Not sure if it's true or not. I certainly think the current Christians are about as anti-God as you can get (especially with their music and materialism).

Then the new agers have much love to offer, but come up empty handed time after time.

So while I not longer associate my heart with the Church, I still go to try each Sunday. However, each time I go, I see more and more wrong and ignorance. All they seem to do these days is ask for money and try to expand to be bigger.

What to do? I guess just love and wait. Jesus didn't say you had to go to Church and believe this or that. Just love God and your neighbor.

So that's what I'll do.

cheesy rock bands with 90's haircuts - check