Well at least you have something to believe in. I have been down the religion dead end road. Followed channellers looking for answers and or insite. And even tried to contact anything that is out there. Zip, ziltch, nada, nothing.
Perhaps something sets you apart I dunno.
What I do know is as I look around (usa) I see broken human spirit, apathy and a lost of hope. Everything that made this country great is gone, ruined by greed.