We must be related. I have OCD and depression as well. I am currently on two types of meds just for that. Plus I'm asthmatic, a closet smoker, high blood pressure, OSA (obstructive sleep apnea), ARD (acid reflux disease), high colesterol, obesity (I'm fat), almost completely bald, and the list goes on. As far as your situation with E.T.'s, don't even bother talking to a therapist unless they are affiliated one way or the other with this type of phenomenon. And yes, it is phenomenal for there is no real science that currently has adopted and assimilated the immense knowledge of this subject unless of course it is "black opts" and off the record. You need to find out about groups that have had similar experiences to yourself. You are not crazy at all. You have a friend in me that understands your situation in that I've had similar experiences myself. I however haven't been abducted but have had many divinical dreams regarding ET's and there showcasing of technology. I have literally been on their craft and have seen one individual literally rip her skin off of here body to reveal a human/ET/bionic-robotic internal structure. Oh, and when she did this, she said right before doing so: "check out the new Dodge". Can you believe that! They even know all of our sayings and marketing slogans. Unbelievable! But I must say Phazing, you are not at all alone. There are many, many people like you and me that have experienced things that are truly amazing and quite literally and figuratively out-of-this-world. And with that, I bid you Adou. Your friend, MJ-13.

Count me in as having OCD and depression as well. Really bad OCD and depression. I haven't had the ET experiences you two have though. Though I do often wake up scared shitless in the middle of the night thinking "they're here". I think that is just due to confusion from awaking from a sleep state and obsession with ET contact. I wonder why so many of us have OCD?

I don't know why OCD is so prevelent. But it is common for those that have it, to be depressed as well. It is almost like an inherent coping mechanism that we have as a byproduct of having OCD. I wish I could say that is my "short list" (of issues) but it isn't. Like I stated above, I have loads of problems. I forgot and left out ADHD. I recently went on adult ADHD medication, only to find that with the increase of dopamine created from the active ingrediant methanfedamine that is in "Providgal", it caused a lovely side effect called "Trichotillamania". In other words, hair pulling. So with the increase of dopamine in my system, I had an urge to literally pull out my eye brows. Now how interesting is that! So lets go over the list again (and try not to laugh): I'm depressed. I have OCD. I live with asthma. Closet smoker. Obese (fat). Balding. High blood pressure and cholesterol. Allergies and hayfever (not mentioned before, but what the hell). Adult ADHD (Attention Deficit Hyper Active Disorder). OSA (Obstructive Sleep Apna) -super snoring disorder. ARD (Acid Reflux Disease). Border line Diabetic. And now I have successfully pulled off all of my eye brows due to a flaw with ADHD medication. Oh and did I mention that I am also depressed? So there you have it. My "short list". So with that, I must say that we all have some sort of problem or another. We are not alone. Now as far as you waking up in the middle of the night, it might be just preoccupation with this topic. What would really help you, if you are concerned is keeping a dream journal and documenting anything that you have experienced in the dream state. You can also include awaken experiences as well which correlate to this topic. Any way. You are not alone in this venture. You have a friend in me that you can talk to if you ever want. You can reach me here on this thread. There are loads of other individuals here that are good people and are willing to listen as well. Your friend, MJ-13.

That's quite a list. You know I have a friend who also has sleep apna + super snorer and he uses one of those machines that he sleeps with a breathing machine that pushes air through a mask. He said that after using this machine he felt like a new man and other disorders became more manageable. The other scary thing is our nations "GREEDY" pharmaceutical companies and who knows what the doctors really know if you know what I mean!