Honestly it's hard to explain, but the best way to describe it is that it feels like reality is twisting... I get the feelings so frequently that I call them my 'attacks', that way my friend who I live with knows when I'm feeling weird. Another way I describe it is that it feels like someone else is looking through my eyes, as if observing the world around me. I'll be in my home, look around and everything looks strange to me.. I'll look at my best friend, and I won't recognize her.. If I go to church or if I'm around any groups of people, I'll watch them and just have this unknown feeling.. It's almost like I'm not human, and I'm watching other humans.. I really don't know what's happening to me, but I've looked at old posts that I've made and I have been feeling this way for over a year now.. Just during the past few months it's gotten a lot stronger. Lately I've also been having different feelings, like something big is coming. I was doing my friend's hair in the bathroom over the past weekend and a wave of energy hit me and sent me to stumble.. I thought I was going crazy until my friend looked up at me and asked if I felt it too, so I know it wasn't all in my head. Since then I've been weak, like there's a huge pressure on me..

So I came back to GLP wanting to see if there's a reason behind this, I remember when I first joined I had talked to others that were feeling the same why as I.. Except now I had some anxiety problems so it's a bit hard for me to say anything.